Christmas!

Christmas eve was spent at FH working, till 11 and I met up with Ivan & Tay @ Starbucks to countdown!
Spent time catching up with each others life till 3am? I forgot.
60% of the time I was ranting, 20% for each of them. Lol!
I rant bout that bitch non-stop.
They kept on shooting me, nabei. But advice me what to do too.
Thanks bitches hahahha, I love the both of you really much!
It's the 3rd Christmas eve we spent tgt, we went to watch Charlotte's web during Sec 3 HAHA! And gambled over Aaron's till dawn during Sec 4! Hope this continues the next year and the year after that and yadaaaa.
MEET UP AGAIN SOON PLZZZ.

Christmas was spent over at Rach's, it was awesome anyway.
Me + Aidan + Chan + Rach + Qz + Ter + Bear + Derek + Pauline + Rayson + Jerry? (Idk his name lol.) + Steamboat + mahjong + blackjack + movie + gift exchange + Safra = Awesome Christmas!
I left the minute I reach Safra btw. :( Other than that everything is soooo fun hahaha.
I won money from blackjack yay! P too. He said I gave him luck. :)
They taught Aidan, Chan and I how to play mahjong. Chan was like a retard LOL.
3 of the guys got condoms for the gift. Rach got Axe Oil and Bear got cotton buds LOL.
I got a really cute cup ^^ is happppyyyyy! Hhahahaha.
I know Pauline for the 1st day and she's mad nice. I had heart to heart talks with her the first time we meet up. :) And gossips hahaha.

Imma spending 2nd day of Christmas with my family tmr at Jb.
Gonna go to Jusco and get the checks. Hope I'll find it! Prays realllyyyy hard. :(

BAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

ha.

Today's really screwed. Cried during work, found out new stuffs.
I'm sure I'll get over this soon, before Christmas at least!
Christmas this year is gonna be awesome.

Someone wrote a blog post for me awwww so nice and sweet.
Appreciate it from the bottom of my heart. ^^
I mixed random stuffs above cause I do want peeps to read this! If not it's gonna be boring and all.
Hahahahaha. Thanks to me it has returned? Ohhhhhhh. Congrats then!
I'm selfish? Oh wow at least Aidan doesn't think so.
Stop fucking say I'm lame. M NOT. Who are you to speak?
You know nothing but oh ccccc i miss you. Ha. Joke.

Hahahha I'm fake? Ohwell I do tell Aidan how much I hate you but you pretended to be sweet and everything. "I don't hate you girl, I really don't." Oh wow.
Why didn't you make comments bout me last time then? Why wait till things turned ugly?
Cause you don't know me really well last time? You meant you know me really well now? Lol. Whose the one being fake here? Ha.

I don't wanna waste anymore time on this.

Am feeling really happy now cause I'm gonna get ink-ed for free in months time.
HAHAH I LOVE YOU SOSO MUCH. :) see you tmr!

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Fucked up day, zzz.
I'm stuck at a point when I wanna do something so badly but I just couldn't bring myself to do it.

I'm glad that despite having sucha bad mood, I had only 1 meal @ 5pm and I managed to pull myself away from the usual bubble tea at ep.
I really hope this continues.

Gonna do school stuffs tmr.
Mood isn't really good now. In need of happy pills.
I'm coughing like MAD. FUCK SMOKERS. _l_
Bye.

:)

Back from Genting. :)
Did usual stuffs, arcade, themepark and so on.
Ate like MAD, like 6 or 7 meals a day? LOL.
Marrybrown is awesome shit. Kelvin ate that like free HAHA!
People smoke like free indoors and it was really cold so i got really sick.
Kept on getting mucus out from my nose till blood came out. -_-
I'm feeling better anyway. :)

I slept while watching movie, was boring like madddd, first time I slept inside a cinema!
And I saw someone there DAMN SUAY I SWEAR.
Fucking turn off zzzzz. Btw I saw Yanlin too, hahah. :)
Used Marlboro phone for my msia prepaid card and alot of people stare at me while I'm talking on the phone. Lol. -.-
Big bro told me, Marlboro stands for Men Always Remember Love Because Of Romance Only.
-_____-

By the way someone got the exact same vans as me. Zzzz.
Aidan wanted to get it but he changed his mind already, lol.
I wanna get a red one like this!



OMG SPASM. Lol.
But the pink is still being a vase. Nooooooo.

Anyway P saw me and say omg you gained 2 kg i think.
And he's right LOL 2 KG OMG.
I need to starve myself starting from Monday.
I got stupid stuffs for P and stuffs that will make him gain weight.
Hahaha fats! :)

K I'm realllllyyyy tired now I need to sleep.
NO PICTURES FOR THIS POST AGAIN EDMW-ERS F OFF BYE.

Today's horoscope: A clash in personalities could be unavoidable today. The best thing to do is to understand that miscommunications somewhere along the line have occurred and allow the other person to vocalize what is on their mind. Find the sanity and the basis for the confusion--then transfer some form of understanding to the situation. If you can change the problem, do so. If you cannot change the problem, perhaps a new direction is good; time is the answer. Be aware of the temptation to perceive you as unfairly treated. Emotional security comes from within you. If you feel that you lack the emotional security, look for the changes that will help you gain a better feeling of security. This evening you may decide on next year's goal or resolution.

Ha, really true.
Travel all the way to City Hall today, just for lunch! -.-

Leaving tmr morning for Genting.
Sick of that place already. -.- But at least it's a good time for me to relax now. :)
I've so much work to do after I come back, ahhhh.

2 days ago "You're one of the best thing that occurred in my life."
Today "You're really damn fucked up."
Seriously don't understand guys at all.
I am fucked up, I love to give attitude, I'm full of nonsense.
And I'm insignificant.

I see myself spamming ice cream.
I guess being b is the only way for me to lose weight.
I grew back 5 kgs in 4 mths wtf is this?

Hahhaha bye people.

:)

Been sleeping less than 4 hours for 3 continuous days.
And thanks to my lazy legs, I didn't move away from a seat despite having alot of people smoking around me.
And I coughed like mad that night, now I'm down with cough sorethroat and flu. Zzz.
Last night was a horror, I almost finished a box of tissues.

Anyway, 2 days ago was an awesome day. :)
Was supposed to go out with Aidan and Rach, After that Diana called and said she got off today, and Chan joined us last minute.
Went City plaza cause Bitch wanted to do her lashes, omg so gian!
Bitch, Chan and I did a dark blue extension, HAHA gay shit.

Went Cityhall to meet Phoebe and headed to Far East. Got my bag changed, Chan and Diana left :( and we went to Taka.
Had dinner at Pepe's, food sucks like mad I swear, the waitress there sucks too, not friendly at all.
Sucky place, will never go back there again.
Btw we went there forrrrrrrrr a chaoooo cheeeeeee bai. HAHAHA.

Headed to Somer313 to meet Ken, Potential, Huida, and their friends.
Walked around, bought flipflops again. :)

Aidan & Phoebe send me home after that, thanks!

Photos with Rachelllll! Will upload once I get it.
It has been some time since I upload lots of photos. Lazy. -_-

Jerron called that night and asked me to bring poker cards down, lol.
Met up with him and Zaf and went under Wilson's block cause he injured his leg ouch.
Played cheat and steal, hahaha damn funny.
Been so long since I last met them! :)
Went back home around 4 plus.

I tidied my room yesterday and tried out gel extensions!
My first successful one, spent like 2 hours. -.-
Gave up and just randomly paint the rest of the nails.
My ring fingernail is ugly lol some stupid nail art from my previous manicure, I couldn't get it out, tried scraping but my nail hurts, kanina. -.-

Hate purple but I've only got purple glitter at home, gonna get more colours and more powder. :)
Have to pay at least 80? if you do gel extensions in Singapore, in Malaysia around 60.
Doing it yourself is much cheaper. :)
But have to learn how to do your right hand which sucks, hahhaha.

Anyway Happy Birthday Mum! She's 51 this year already omg!
Hahaha gonna head out to get her the present later, hope I have the time.

K byeeeeeeee :)

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I can summarize what happened today into 2 sentences.

"It was kinda like one of the best days in my life, starting of my holidays and yada yada.
But something ruined everything. _l_"

Nice. Few days back I just posted this:
I've realised that life's much more peaceful when you care bout nothing.
Cause when you do, things won't go your way either, so why care?
Just ignore, close an eye, let the day pass, and you'll be much more happier. :)

So true, now I'm really not gonna care.
I'm feeling so FUCKING FUCKED UP now cause I cared.
Pissed off + fucked up + angry = what I'm feeling now.
I'm bursting into tears soon idk why. I guess I'm gonna cry to sleep again tonight.

If you don't want me to care then just tell me, I can just just stop caring.
It'll save me quite a number of heartaches.
I must learn how to be happy.
Or should I say I should learn how to care for those whose worth my care. :)
I just watch my tv, get to sleep on time, enjoy my holidays and ignore other stuffs.

:)

Pizzahut with P and headed to school.
Maths paper was zzzzz, all careless mistakes.
And I didn't even bother to attempt the last question. Totally -.-
20 marks gone!

Went for lecture, study at library, went ep for kfc, home, and studied with Aidan and Chan at my house's void deck.
Took pictures HAHA damn fun.

I ate pizzahut for lunch, chilli fries for snack and kfc for dinner. Fml.

P just fell down @ his house lift LOL.
Mummy fell down during work too.
I got a feeling I'll be the next one, lol.

Funny conversation I had with someone just now.
Me: Oiee should I cut bangs?
K: No zzz.
Me: Why?
K: Girls with bangs are just stupid, they think it's pretty, cute and nice but it looks worst that me dick hair. Especially skinny ones, jitao skeleton. Those who are on diet, worst. Example _______
Me: HAHAHHA bastard
K: LOL im a kaypo leh i do read her blog!
Me: EW FK.

HAHHAHA I swear K is so bastard.

Dfund paper tomorrow OMG wish me luckkkkk.
I WANNA SO SOMER313 ON FRIDAY ANYONE WANNA COME ALONG? :D

:)

Maths paper tomorrow, gonna wake up early and study.
Anyway I'm on my bed now! Waiting for Pocky to call. :>
P's doing some experiment now, with his family! Hahaha damn cute,was chatting and he was screaming and stuffs when the oil shoots onto him LOL.

Went to Study with Aidan and Chan just now.
Chan was a total dick head today, MAD crazy.
We did crazy and retard stuffs but it was fun LOL.
Gay pants.

HAHAHAHAHA. I got ink-ed! :>

I just did something which will make my stomach go smallerrrr, I hope!
Was perspiring like mad. But it was worth it, not tiring anyway, hahhaa.
Gonna continue doing it everyday, must persevere!
When can I reach a 50? LOL. fats :<

Can't wait for Wednesday omgggggg, my last paper! And an awesome surprise(I hope it surprises me!). Can't waitttttttttttttt. :D

Have a goodynight and good luck to everyone having emaths2 tomorrow!
I shall pray hard that the paper will be easy.
And Dfund.. Have to work extra hard cause I failed the quiz.
And the paper is on tuesday. FUCK IT.
Baiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. <3

:)

Dfund lab test was shitty.
Circuit can't work, even the tcher can't figure out what's wrong.
And she didn't sign or whatever shit. Ccccb.

Jap test today was just alright. But i have super stupid careless mistakes. -.-
Why am I so forgetful? :(

Studied after school till 9 for yesterday and today! Hahahah fun fun.
Did experiment yesterday LOL and watched videos today. :>

Anyway I've lots of things on my mind now.
Gonna just keep it to myself for the time being and forget it bit by bit.
If not I'm just gonna let it all out at once? I'll feel better by doing this but it's gonna hurt badly.

I don't understand girls sometimes.
I'm one but I really don't understand girls well. They say this but do that zzz.
I srsly can't click well with girls, except for those bitches that has been through with me for years. :)
Fuck girls, especially you and you.
Omg how I wish i can peel off your nails, sprinkle salt on it, chop off your fucking hair, cut your oh so PRETTY face, kill your fucktard mindset that you're so awesome, burn your boobless boobs(HAHA) and throw it to lahberlee and let lahberlee deal with it by feeding it to dogs.
And perhaps preserve your cb and sell it to some nigger.
Btw I'm really sorry but you're not bimbotic at all.
Cause you've no pretty face. No not at all i swear.

OMG WHY AM I SO MEAN. HAHAHHA.

Something to share

An Atheist Professor of Philosophy was speaking to his Class on the Problem Science has with GOD, the ALMIGHTY.

He asked one of his New Christian Students to stand and . . .

Professor : You are a Christian, aren't you, son ?

Student : Yes, sir.

Professor : So, you Believe in GOD ?

Student : Absolutely, sir.

Professor : Is GOD Good ?

Student : Sure.

Professor : Is GOD ALL - POWERFUL ?

Student : Yes.

Professor : My Brother died of Cancer even though he Prayed to GOD to Heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But GOD didn't. How is this GOD good then? Hmm?

(Student was silent )

Professor : You can't answer, can you ? Let's start again, Young Fella. Is GOD Good?

Student : Yes.

Professor : Is Satan good ?

Student : No.

Professor : Where does Satan come from ?

Student : From . . . GOD . . .

Professor : That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this World?

Student : Yes.

Professor : Evil is everywhere, isn't it ? And GOD did make everything. Correct?

Student : Yes.

Professor : So who created evil ?

(Student did not answer)

Professor : Is there Sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the World, don't they?

Student : Yes, sir.

Professor : So, who Created them ?

(Student had no answer)

Professor : Science says you have 5 Senses you use to Identify and Observe the World around you. Tell me, son . . . Have you ever Seen GOD?

Student : No, sir.

Professor : Tell us if you have ever Heard your GOD?

Student : No , sir.

Professor : Have you ever Felt your GOD, Tasted your GOD, Smelt your GOD? Have you ever had any Sensory Perception of GOD for that matter?

Student : No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.

Professor : Yet you still Believe in HIM?

Student : Yes.

Professor : According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol,Science says your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?

Student : Nothing. I only have my Faith.

Professor : Yes,Faith. And that is the Problem Science has.

Student : Professor, is there such a thing as Heat?

Professor : Yes.

Student : And is there such a thing as Cold?

Professor : Yes.

Student : No, sir. There isn't.

(The Lecture Theatre became very quiet with this turn of events )

Student : Sir, you can have Lots of Heat, even More Heat, Superheat, Mega Heat, White Heat,a Little Heat or No Heat. But we don't have anything called Cold. We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero which is No Heat,but we can't go any further after that.There is no such thing as Cold.Cold is only a Word we use to describe the Absence of Heat.We cannot Measure Cold. Heat is Energy. Cold is Not the Opposite of Heat, sir, just the Absence of it.

(There was Pin-Drop Silence in the Lecture Theatre )

Student : What about Darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as Darkness?

Professor : Yes.

What is Night if there isn't Darkness?

Student : You're wrong again, sir.Darkness is the Absence of Something You can have Low Light, Normal Light, Bright Light, Flashing Light . . . But if you have No Light constantly, you have nothing and its called Darkness, isn't it? In reality, Darkness isn't. If it is, were you would be able to make Darkness Darker, wouldn't you?

Professor : So what is the point you are making, Young Man ?

Student : Sir, my point is your Philosophical Premise is flawed.

Professor : Flawed ? Can you explain how?

Student : Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality. You argue there is Life and then there is Death, a Good GOD and a Bad GOD. You are viewing the Concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, Science can't even explain a Thought. It uses Electricity and Magnetism, but has never seen,much less fully understood either one. To view Death as the Opposite of Life is to be ignorant of the fact that Death cannot exist as a Substantive Thing. Death is Not the Opposite of Life: just the Absence of it Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your Students that they evolved from a Monkey?

Professor : If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process, yes, of course, I do.

Student : Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir?

(The Professor shook his head with a Smile, beginning to realize where the Argument was going )

Student : Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at work and Cannot even prove that this Process is an On-Going Endeavor, Are you not teaching your Opinion, sir? Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher?

(The Class was in Uproar )

Student : Is there anyone in the Class who has ever seen the Professor's Brain?

(The Class broke out into Laughter )

Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's Brain, Felt it,touched or Smelt it? . .. . No one appears to have done so. So, according to the Established Rules of Empirical, Stable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that You have No Brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then Trust your Lectures, sir?

(The Room was Silent. The Professor stared at the Student, his face unfathomable)

Professor : I guess you'll have to take them on Faith, son.

Student : That is it sir . . . Exactly ! The Link between Man & GOD is FAITH. That is all that Keeps Things Alive and Moving.

NB:I believe you have enjoyed the Conversation . . . and if so .. . You'll probably want your Friends / Colleagues to enjoy the same . . . won't you? Forward them to Increase their Knowledge . . . or FAITH. That student was Albert Einstein.

:)

Got a UE earpiece at SITEX yesterday weeee, like finally.
Will not irritate dog bout it anymore LOL.
I ask him questions like free. Hahahhaa. Thanks for those info anyway. :)
Went there on Sat and Sun. I stayed from 2 to 10 on Sun. -.-
Saw ex colleagues! Saw Cheryl too, and Wb, Martin, Bren, and the familiar guy who finds me familiar too but don't know my name, but knows im susiaosiao. Lol.
If you're reading this I think I know you from the book fair last year -.-
I saw Tay too, with his seriously totallly hei brother. -_-

I didn't sleep the whole night, was figuring out dad's stuff and doing nonsense. -_-

Anyway I miss hanging out with The Ivan(s) & Ch!
And it has been awhile since I met up with bestfriend. :(
And Jesslyn, the fate between one cmi, asked each other out on fri sat sun and failed. AHHAH. You cheebye fella.
I'm gonna find a way to get back dota on the computer or something, suddenly miss playing it.

Qiuyun ﺕ : just now i go it fair got 1 mp3 v cute i thought display is dummy one so i wanted to take after that realise its real one cause can on then i put it back ivan | .. : err ppl saw? Qiuyun ﺕ : no lol i standing at shop all the way ivan | .. : wasted

What a true friend. -.- But LYB, LOL. _l_
Btw thanks for being there for me and told me what to do when I was gonna cry.
Hahaha I didn't in the end, your bitch is so strong right right? HAHAH.
Papa and Wk too, thanksssssssss. <3

I've realised that life's much more peaceful when you care bout nothing.
Cause when you do, things won't go your way either, so why care?
Just ignore, close an eye, let the day pass, and you'll be much more happier. :)
Bitch & i are facing the same problem.
She's on msn with me now, irritating me like MAD. -_-
She says guy always say girls are hard to understand.
But they don't realise that they're the actual cause for girls to be hard to understand.
Lol nice one.

Shall have a good sleep tonight.
Gonna put everything aside and concentrate on my preparation for term test!
And I have Dfund2 lab test @ 11am later. Omg horror.

& I havent watch My Sister's Keeperrrrr. -frown-

Veryyyyy reluctant to use the computer nowadays. -.-
That explains the irregular updates, ahaha.

Last Sunday, went to Temasek Country Club with Aidan, Cadan, Shaakir & their parents.
Played pool, darts, sang, swim, drank, lepak.
Then Went for prattaaaaa. :>
Awesome day.

Monday to friday was just school, boring shit. -.-
Got back my results, I failed Dfund2 knnccbwxyz.
Don't feel sad at all lol, fuck school.

During break went to ikea on don't know which day, and pizzahut on thursday?
Haahhahaha enjoy only uh me and my classmates. :)
Btw PCB lab test is really pcb. -.-
Fyi PCB is printed circuit board? i guess. Lol.

And I appealed to BZE! Results gonna be out next week. Prays hardddddd.

Went tamp today, then kallang with Caden, then to potong pasir for mac and met up with Ken, then to toa payoh to meet up with the rest, then they went to town and i went Vivo to look for Diana for DAISOOOOOOOO.
Queue was really long btw, took a cock and walked off LOL.
Went BK after that FUCK FAST FOOD!

Then went to walk around and Mo fetched me home.
Omg I got a sudden urge to go there again. At least 10 items caught my eye. Moneyyyyy.

And I'm only working on Monday for next week cause I've got term test.
School is major sian-ness.

Dad kept on asking me to explain to him bout his crane stuffs but I don't know what it is I only know how to read it out to him but I can't explain.
Whats luffing fly jip whats main boom whats lateral superlift whats broom bracing. -.-

Am super pissed off now.
I'm gonna sit down and think what I really want.
Fucking sick of all these..

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Met up with Aidan & Malcolm @ Tamp!
Both of them wore exactly the same cause of their church dressed up day. Lol.
Had subways. And Kaili came. :D

The guys left and I went mart with her to get stuffs for baking @ her aunt's house. :>
Pics up in a bit, i took loads of peektures!
Btw a supid auntie push her trolley SO HARDLY on my thigh i fell back on sis and stared at the lady.
She sorry sorry sorryy and i just limp off. Zzz damn pain. She was pushing SO QUICKLY white looking at other stuffs. Fugging inconsiderate.

Anyway cake turned out to be great hehe.
Went over to her house and watch tv with Kian lol.
He wanted to smoke in the room and I kept on pushing him out and tickling him whenever he wants to come in. Scared only. HAHAHA.
I kept on asking him to go bathe after that, lol.

Hougang for dinner and cake and arcade & pool! :)
Awww I love today hehehe awesome family day. :D

But I'm really tired now but I don't dare to sleep cause I'm afraid I can't wake up tmr.
Sigh. And I can't sleep well without a gn message! Grrr.
fmllllllllllll.

:)

Top left: Some heart-shaped thingo I found on the table, idk what it is.
Top right: My kiddy spectacles, hahhahaha. :)
Btm left: As you can see, there's tonnes of fats stucked in my cheeks!
Btm right: I need to repaint my nails.

1. School today was boring shit.
2. Popeyes and movie was awesome. (Y)
3. Went for work at 6 when I'm supposed to start at 7.
4. Work was really tiring but I had fun bitching with the kitchees(Kitchen helpers & chefs) bout DOMs(Dirty Old Mans)
5. Ended work at 1am! Did closing, count cash and calculate own pay for the first time. Pray that nothing will go wrong!
6. Back home and took those pictures above! with webby cause I was bored.
   
7. I had an awesome day although I'm really tired and I smell like a dog now. Lol.
8. iTouch is good stuff, loveeeee it and thanks you-know-who for exchanging it with me!
9. I'm on oovoo with bitch now, making her laugh like mad hahahha ah lian pose!
10. I'm gonna shower now. :> Bye peepoos.
    

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Com prog quiz was oh maiiiiii gawd. -_-
After that Jap presentation was. -_______-
I was the first to present and I didn't know teacher will show the number 3 paper when you've presented for 3 mins.
I just blahhhh through and stop.
Then I realised I missed out a paragraph of words. -_-
And I've presented for 2 mins 40 seconds.
Just 20 mins more. Nabeiiiii. -_-

Oh btw I got into media. ^^ with Shermaine and Tay! Weehaa. :)
Pcb lab tmr, all those routing shit argh. Wish me luck!

DIANA ﺕ says:
i going out
PRATA LOL
if anything sms <3333333333333333333333333
^^
Qiuyun ﺕ says:
lol k
baiii love you <3
LOVE YOU SIS <3
DIANA ﺕ says:
LOL
Qiuyun ﺕ says:
LOL
DIANA ﺕ says:
HAHAHA
<3
Qiuyun ﺕ says:
K LA BAI

get the joke?

:)

My blog is rottinggggggggggg.
Anyway these few days were fun shit. :>

Last friday was CCN day, stayed back in school to help out with the stall.
My class were selling fruit cocktails!
Pull alot of friend to buy from me. :)
Scream MOCKTAILSSSSSSSSSS like mad. Hahhaa.
I bought some from friends too, Tay was the worst, he had to buy from me.
And then buy for me his stuff cause he has no sales and I've no small change to buy from him. HAHAHHAHA. Nice. :)

Went Marina Square with my classmates after that, walk around till 6, then cab to Katong.
Went Teoheng to singggggggg. :)
Then had Katong laksa and gossip non-stop. Lol!

Cab to hougang after that, totally no voice. -.-
Then home. :)

Went JB on saturday, explored new palces!
Went to a new mall called Jesco? Like Msia's version of Vivo! It's reallyyyy nice. :)
I went to walk around alone, saw something I like and when I wanna pay for it I realised I'm at msia and I've no ringgit with me.
Went to look for Mum and take money, then the shop close already. -________-
Omg I wanna go back and buyyyyyyyy.

Sunday was being spent at Aunt's house!
Then went to Hougang again for Thai food, after that my throat hurts like a bitch.
My nose bled, too heaty. -.-
Sis treat cupwalker and bought chocos, thanks i love you. :)

School today was boring.
Anyway last week's maths and edev quiz was shitty.
5% who cares, lol.

Work today was fun hahaha.
Dfund quiz tmr, com programming test and japanese presentation on wed, and pcb test? on thurs, and edev lab test on friday OMG fffff this week. -_-
I am so dead so dead so dead.

Anywya life's pretty awesome now. I guess?
I just need like more freeedom, I need her to understand and accept, and I need to lose weight. LOL.
I'VE BEEN EATING LIKE A COW NOWADAYS I NEED TO STOPPPPPPP :<
But it's easier said than done soo........ baiiii.

:)

I woke up at 10.15 when school is supposed to start at 10.
I missed Dfund lab 4's stuffs. Shit it.

PSPS today was really fun ahha, had this amazing race thingo.
5 of us in a group, haha how awesome is that. :>

We didn't win anyway, lol.

Studied @ the library after school, then homeeeeeee.
Gonna study tmr again. Omg I'm getting really worried cuase I know nothing bout maths. Zzzz.
night peepoos.

:)

Aunt's house for lunch today.
Finally saw Kian after so long. :)
Certain things happened today and hahha I just love this irritating shit really much. ^^

Kerin fell down and his her face on the table with a loud BANG and her left eye was red + blue black.
Idk how to describe the colour just, ouch.
And she didn't cry at all, strong little girl.

Went to Simei to study with Aidan and Shaakir. :)
Shaakir's friends came and we played cards, hahaha damn fun.
Studied a little more after that and war started. :)

Headed to Rachel's house after that.
Bear, Daryl, Derek, Rayson and Yq was there.
Damn long never see them already. Especially Yq that dog, lol.

Help Aidan pluck his brows and apply nail polish again hahahahh!
Damn fun. :) Anyway thanks for coming along to accompany me.

Gonna study tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow argh.
I'm gonna work ofr just 1 day for this week I guess, Maths quiz on thursday omg horrorrrrr.

Cleared things out with Rach. :>
I didn't use harsh words. Dog said I've grown up, lol!
Hahahaha whatever at least things are cleared now. :)
Gna sleep, relaly tired, school at 10 tmr :( baiiiiii.

:>

Suppppppp.
I'm on webcam with Diana and she fell asleep. Lol.



Anyway I'm gonna study tmr! Test next week argh irritating.

And I've finally let out the stuffs I've kept inside since, june?
Like OMG feels really good.
Someone admire me for tolerating this for so long.
But yeah everything has a limit and I seriously cannot stand those comments anymore.
I'm fat, i'm a bitch, I' I don't know how to be a good *ahem.
CHAO HM.
Who makes you think that you can say all these? Lol.
You're a girl, you said guys are all jerks, and you can just judge what's actually happening from a jerk's mouth.
Hahha nice, LOVE YOU SIS.

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Yesterday and today was like, a rollercoaster ride.
I didn't shed a tear when I walk off.
I've grown much stronger I guess?
Sick of those never ending lies, I really hope this will be the last one..

"The naked truth is always better than the best dressed lie"
-Ann Landers

HIHIHIHIHIHIHI
GUESS WHO AM I HAHAHAHHAHA
IM A MONSTER.
I'VE SUCCESSFULLY INVADED INTO THIS ACCOUNT HAHAHA.
IM A MONSTER, BIGBIG SCARY MONSTER LOLOLOL

BYEBEYBEYBEYBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEEEEE
:)

THE OWNER OF THIS ACCOUNT POSTED THE SAME POST ON MY ACCOUNT LAST YEAR :D

:)

I'm drifting away from the internet. Lol. -.-

Met up with Tay at 11 to study.
He was late lol, miracle.
Anyway thanks bitch for teaching me so much stuffs.
Me love you :)

Met up with Rachel after that, walked around and had Frolicks! :)
Went to Macs to study.
Rayson came to joined us after that.
Disturbed him like no tomorrow. Lol!
Paint our nails after that. Fun x 98273 :)
Back home at around 10.

Working tomorrow night yay. :)
Anyway good luck for the rest of your papers girl!

:)

Happy kid today, haahahhaa. :) :)
Skipped maths lecture cause I was late.
Com programming was fun.
Lunched with Adrain, Chan, Songhan, Tay and Yiquan.
Damn long never meet up with them already! :)

Jap class was fun x 109898987 LOL.
Met up with Aidan and Chan after lecture.
Went tpsu for interview, damn scary.

Cabbed to work, just Aidan, Chan and me.
1st hour was doing nothing but stoning.
We kept on complaining that theres no customers.
But after 7 was busy like mad. -_-

Last hour of work was fun.
Both of them were dancing and I was sleeping on the couch.
Aidan scare the shit out of me in the toilet. I cried on the spot. -.-
Papa Chan was drunk, he can't eventext properly.

Something pissed me off during work today but I was sooo busy that I forgotten all bout it.
Luvvv to keep myself busy. :)

Since Monday till today, I end classes around 4 to 5 and start working at 6 for the 3 days.
Tiring but the money's worth it. Lol.
No work from tmr till Sunday. Sian. Hate to be stucked at home.

Gonna sleep now.
Anyway Qy, please.
1) sleep early
2) start studying
3) stop eating

REMEMBER THIS BYE!

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My blog is dead. -_-
I'm too busy to even use the computer to surf the net nowadays.
After school, either work, or just come back home, wash up and sleep.

Life now is currently, un-describable.
I'm not happy with whatever shit I have now.
I need to do stuffs that will make me feel better.
I'm suffering so much shits now and I've no one to confide to. Sigh.

I miss my friends, really miss them very very much.

School tmr from 9 to 7. _l_

:)

School was alright, but I'm not paying attention at all.
Still in the holiday mood, have to change it back fast.

Computer programming today was really realllyyyyyy fun.
2 more hours of it tomorrow hehehe can't wait.
I'm damnnnn into this sub. :)
Gonna start learning japanese tomorrow too.
SAME CLASS AS SH YO!
Can't wait for tomorrow hahaha!
Oh I'm going to the doctors tomorrow too. -_-

Kena one ahpuneh lecture today ninama.
Was talking with Aidan and Chan all the way. Lol.

I did and didn't do something today.
Actually I don't know whether I did it or not. I don't think so.
Lol noobshits, damn funny.

Bai peepoos and cheerup Shaakirrrrrrrrrr :)

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A problem settled and now there's another one.
Always asking me to know whats good for me.
When people teach me you ask me to go.
When I'm going out to teach people, which won't benefit me, you'll say no.
Why are you like this? Seriously don't understand you, at all.
Can't I help my friends too? Wtf is wrong with it?
Why must you always do stuffs that benefits you.
Why can't you be the one helping others? Will you lose anything? No right?
I'm fucking glad school is starting so I won't stay at home much.
Getting really sick of my life. Zzz.

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Concert was really shitty. And Kaili kept on disturbing me. -.-

Didn't laugh at all today, in need of happy pills.
I'm in a horrible state that I hate being at.
Do I really need to change? And be serious when I need to.
To speak nicer, to show respect to people.
And do the right stuffs at the right time.
But if I do I won't be qy anymore.
Hate to wear a mask around.
And I won't be happy cause I'm not being myself.

Sigh what to do?
I'm trying really hard not to cry cause I wanna make you worth it.
Remember the t-shirt?

:(

Dinner was really bad, wasn't filling at all.
Kaili and me went to Macs after that la!
Btw KokoKrunch McFlurry is DAMN GOOD.
Omg I should stop pigging. -_-

Gonna meet up with family again tmr, heading to watch idk what concert. Lol.

I realise I lost my earring when I came back sigh damn sad.
Got it from K and I wore only twice OMG. _l_

Today is a bad and good day for me.
Blah whatever life still goes on.
I'm glad I didn't tear at all. :)

Gonna sleep soon my faces resembles a panda omggggggg.
Nighty!

:)

Work yesterday was tiring, the 12 pax nearly killed me. But there's 6 hot angmoh guys so it's okay.
Aidan, Huida and Ken came to spam drinks again, lol!
Night time they came, again! This time to spam food lol. -.-
I tried alot of new things ytd, make beer, tea and yada yada.
Only when Sylvester is doing bar I can snatch job from him. Lol!
Tried their Monster burger yesterday and it was HOLY NICE.
Had so much fun working with Zaf yesterday. :)

School starting next week and my timetable is.. -_-
Mon, Tues and Thurs I end at 5. Wed at 7.
ONLY FRIDAY AT 12. Holy.

Heading out for wedding dinner soon!
All prepared, waiting for my Mum. -_-
Kaili is going, sucha last minute plan hehe. I'm damn happy! :)



Just took this minutes ago. My K2 grad photo! Lol. Any difference? :)

On a random note, I'm going prawning with Bitch really soon! Weeee.

:)

Work was really fun.
Aidan and co came to look for me during lunch break. :)
Potential fell off from his bike while trying out something near my workplace.
Omg I still cannot forget how he fall.
My heart nearly fell out -_- damn scary.
Went back to my workplace and spam drinks lol.
Read magazines and Rafiq rub a girl's photo on his dick. LOL!
And there's this girl in the magazine asking how to speed up her guy's orgasm cause he takes 45 mins to do it.
Laughed like shit with them LOL.

Working again tomorrow.
School starting next week.
Miss my classmates really much but sigh I dreadddd going to school.

Gonna leave this blog dead soon I guess.
It's already dead anyway, lol. No tags no nothing no updates no blah.
Even my twitter is filled with Twivert ads. -_-
I'll be busy coping with studies and work so yeah won't be having time to blog too.

I'm pissed off now by something.
Trying hard not to badmouth as I seldom do it to this person.
Ok never! Only after that incident happened.
Sigh whats wrong with me why did my impression bout someone change so bloody fast.
:(

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Woke up at 2 today and I watched tv till 8. Lol.
Went Hougang again at night.
Kerin was soo annoying today, can't stand her. -.-
And Yh still can't get the answer to something lol noob. :)

Tiredddddddddddddddddd

:)

Deleted previous post as I find it useless to use it now. -.-
On the phone with D now and she's laughing like a bitch lol.
Our gossips are like. Non-stop hits! Hehhee.

Work today was boring, veryyy less customers.
Spent 2 hours reading my book. :)
Working full tomorrow with Zaf!
Gosh he's gonna disturb me like MAD.

I'm feeling happy today. Hehehe.
:)

Stop asking me to blog about the trip.
I will do so when I feel like it. -_-

Working tomorrow with that pervert. -_-
I'm feeling really -_- now idk why.

The bitch really pisses me off but I just can't stop reading her blog WHY OH WHYYYY.
I miss my bitches fucking much now.

Gonna clear unknown people @ facebook.
This is getting really irritating.

Secret's smell is totally gone. -frown-
-double frown- -triple frown-
:(

Random photo I just saw on Facebook again.
Suddenly find it very nice. :)

I'm really tired, trying to choose photos for trips to face book now.
Will be done tomorrow I guess. :)

Working on Wed and Thurs I reallyyyy need money now.
And the 5 day trip made me gain weight. -.-
And Diana brought me to Changi just now for chicken wings ahhh nabei.
But it was fun and we had nice long talks hahaha.

Need to sleep now. :) Bye peepoos!

:)

Leaving tomorrow, 10pm flight.
Gonna reach there during morning and off to the themepark straight.
OMG can't wait! Hehehe.
Too Bad I got a camera with a sucky LCD screen. -.-
So don't expect nice piccys. :)

Bulldog is over at China now and he called to complain that he don't understand what the people there are talking about.
Haha take this chance to brush up your chinese la dog.
He's not gonna have internet connection or whatever there, even phone reception will be a problem.
Poor thing right lol!

K I'm off to pack stuffs. ^^ takecare guys!

:)

Work today was fun ahha.
Met up with Aidan for lunch.
Met Jesslyn after that and headed to T1 to look for Vanessa. Left after awhile.
Laughed soooo much with her omg.
I nearly puke my food out, kept on coughing non-stop.
Crazy girl LOL. Remember the dead ah pek in the mrt? HAHAHAH.

Went back to work after that, first time working with Derron today and he was really fierce.
There was this table being reserved and when the customer comes I forgot to ask whether they've made a reservation or something.
They wanted to seat at the reserved table and I said no.
But they still sat there and after that Derron called the phone number appeared on the board and shit it's that customer.
I got scolding from him. -.-
Not really scolding but, very fierce la lol!

After that he test me about orders.
He suddenly joke around and became really nice lol!
Learnt so much stuffs from him today.

Bel came after that and we started chit chatting.
Danial & another guy came after that.
Before Danial came into the shop I was trying to act like him and Derron says I''m actually quite bitchy.
Cause during work I'm always like quiet and antisocial? -.-
Then Bel was like 'she is very bitchy'
Danial came in after that and he says my forehead has the word 'bitch' there.

Haha omg people there are really fun.
Yesterday I was thinking 'shit la tmr working with Derron, don't even know him.'
But his actions is really funny.
He shakes drinks like the doll at those old bubble tea stores LOL!
Marcia and me laughed like mad today.

Hahahaha. :) Working tomorrow again.
With Bel and Zaf! Weehoo. :)

By the way this commercial never fails to irritate me.
But I always -_- it and lol at the back part.
Jh says I'm being mind fucked by this song. -.-



Damn irritating..

:)

I woke up really early today.
Played the bball game on Aidan's itouch again omg damn addictive!

Went Simpang to meet Zaf and headed to Eastpoint for lunch.
Then headed back to workplace and had a long talk with Zaf.
After that taught him how to write chinese words.
LOL damn funny, totally fail.

Headed back home and went to E!hub for arcade.
Met up with Terence and took Zaf's stuffs from him.
Then headed back home.

Working full tomorrow.
Somethings I saw at the workplace today makes me feel weird.
Suddenly dread working there. Zzz.

Need to stop looking at someone's photos like now.
Makes me feel so lousy being compared to her.
Tall, pretty and everything. Her figure OMG.
What's wrong with me? I've only seen her photos before and I'm thinking so much.
I THINK IM CRAZY LOL.

Am reading it again and again to wake myself up.
This will be the last time.
Qy tell yourself this repeatedly please.

Right or Wrong?

I did something I didn’t want to.
I said lots of words to hurt someone. I'm really sorry, didn't wanna do this.
I've never felt such pain by just ignoring calls before.
I want something to make me give up on it cause I don’t wanna fall deeper into it.
I want to stop everything.
But doing this kinda of stuffs is really torturing me..

Is it right or wrong to do this?

:)

Managed to survive with 1 meal today.
But I ate half a Hershey's at 10pm. LOL.
And I walked alot while working today!
Hope this lasts. :)

And some silly person ran back to me after biding goodbye.
HAHA silly you.

Baibaibaibai x

:)

Another day spent with my family.
Was really really fun.
Took loads of pictures at hougang.
And there's this guy who sat down so hard on the sofa and a very loud sound came from him LOL.
Yh and me laughed like mad.

Caught toys again hahahah it's damnnnn cute omg.
Spent 14 bucks for 4 of it hehe. ^^

Working tomorrow, something to keep my ass off my house.
:)

:)

Didn't meet up with my bitches today sighhhh.

Went msia with my family instead.
They kept on going around looking at mooncakes for like years. -.-
I got so bored I went to buy 3 Kinder Joy to eat OMG.

Bought a bag hehe.
I remember walking to toilet with Aidan few days ago.
Passed by this shop and I was like 'omg nice *points*'
Then he said 'Yaa! suits you'
But I pulled myself off cause I need to treat dinner that night.
I went around looking for toilet signs lol.
And I found the shop! Hahaha. ^^

Got no giao tor moolahs left for the shirt sigh. :(
Nevermind next time next time!

No plans for tomorrow.
Gonna rot at home I guess.
I wanna meet up with my bitches zzzzzz.

:)

I met up with Aidan for lunch and headed to E!hub.
Then to Tamp to meet Rafiq!
My god hahhaha miss him very much.
Phoebe came to meet us after that and went Mac to talk cock and play UNO using iPhone. -.-

Headed to arcade after that.
Spent alot of money trying to get the PS3 but failed. LOL but it was damn fun ahahha.

Walk around aimlessly with Rafiq after that and headed home to sleep.
Weather was really nice! Was raining heh. :)

I'm still thinking whether to get a Sansa or Cowon s9.
Cowon s9 is nice and good but I'm a retard and I don't know hwo to make full use of it so it'll be useless.
Sansa is small and cute and red (!) but screen is veryyyy small.
Maybe should get Sansa since I've no fate with LCD.
Who knows Cowon's LCD may be faulty within like half a year?
LOL OMG it's scaring me.

And I'm gonna start twitter soon cause school's starting in a month and I don't think I'll have that much time to blog. Will use twitter to do little small updates. :)

And I just found 3 book borrowed from the library and the due date is on 10th September fuck.
WHY AM I SO FORGETFUL ARGH.

By the way my previous post is so meaningful right!
Can't stop reading it again and again heh.
Gotta sleep early today, my eyes resembles a panda. :(

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You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aint either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold on to her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking of you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there. " -Bob Marley

in pain.

I tried really hard to please her, really really hard.
I usually keep things to myself but I tried so hard to hint him this time round.
But everything seems to be not going the right way.
I don't wanna do so cause I know it will hurt me alot.
But I need to respect her. Really need to.
But I don't wanna hurt myself. The thoughts of me doing so made me cried like a mad fucker during the bus ride home just now.
But I don't want this to continue.
I'm feeling really helpless now.
It's just a week and it's ending soon..

need.to.stop.crying.
and perhaps lose some weight.
No not some, alot.

:)

I just met up with Jesslyn for Popeyes.
That girl is so independant now omg she hardly takes money from parents!
I need to learn from her.

She's in a bad mood too.
Had long talks and spammed food.
Really need to lose weight.
But it's not a good time cause things pretty screwed up now and I need lots of food to de-stress.
& I just ate tons of chocolates.

Realised I hasn't been meeting up with my friends nowadays.
Need to do some catching up with them! Wonder how they're doing and their GPA!
Mine was 2.41 fuck it. -.-

I miss my bitches alot.
& takecare girl, follow your heart too. :)

:)

COMEX finally ended omg yay.
Damn tiring but i met great people. :)

Sold 16 laptops for 4 days which was really bad sales.
Aidan sold 14 in a day. -_-
The money he earn for the 4 days is almost 2 times of mine.
Im so lousy. -.-

Feeling really really tired now.
Gonna sleep soon. Baiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

:)

Working yesterday was superrrr tiring.
Gonna chiong later. :)

Passed my exams. :D
And Mommy bought a netbook from me yesterday HAHA.
And Kiat passed me something yesterday.
Thanks alot hahaha it's damn cute.

PEOPLE WHO NEEDS ACER LAPPY COME AND BUY FROM ME PLEASE TYVM.

Should I get itouch?

:)

Work today was tiring like maddd. -_-
Bel bought cupcakes for me! :) :)

4 days of work starts tomorrow.
Gonna chiong for moolahs. :)

I hope i can starve myself from tomorrow onwards.
I'm reaching the 'omfg nooooo' weight already. -_-

I did something I didn't do for the whole of last month haha and I'm feeling happy.

09-09-09, I made a decision on something on that date, didn't realise it's that date till Janel told me! Haha.
I hope I won't regret on that decision.
And thanks sis. You are very cute and very bhb. :)

Rachel's birthday chalet is tomorrow and I cannot go sighhh.
I'm missing out sooo much fun, and foood LOL.

HAVE TO WAKE UP AT 8 TMR OMGZZZZZ

:)

Brought Aidan to Bugis for Curry chicken yesterday. :)
Went Jurong, and back to Bugis after that to meet Candice and James.
James was damn funny I swear, he kept on coming out with wtfbbq ideas which made me LOL like mad.
Back to CGH to visit A's Mum and then home.

Dad's sick. A's mum is in the hospital. D's grandfather just passed away.
So many stuffs happening.

I stayed at home to take care of Dad today.
Mum asked me to cook porridge for him.
But he drove me to 85 to eat my fav porridge instead. LOL.
Accompanied Aidan & Marcia during their work break.
I'm so nice. :D

Working tomorrow with 2 strangers. o.o
Working for COMEX on thurs to sun.
Omgxzxs gonna be soso tired.
But I see moolahs coming innnn heh. :D
Second time working for fair.
How I wish the same thing will happen again omg.
NAH KIDDINGGGGG. No qy tell yourself you're over that please.

I'm feeling really confused now. :/
I have alot of 'what if?' inside my head.
What if this, what if that. Lol. -.-
But I still have to make a decision right?
Sis told me before to follow my heart.
But if I do, I have a feeling I'm gonna make someone smile later. LOL.
But I don't wanna make use of people.
Bad karma tsk.

My stomach is screaming for food AGAIN. -_-

:)

Work again today, nearly full house.
Boss was around for quite some time and it was really stressful. -.-
Simpang after that with Aidan, Chan, Syl and ZJ, supper again, ha.

Headed to Simei for awhile and headed home.

Job training tomorrow @ Jurong OMG. Major sian ness.
I'm having hiccups argh so irritating.
K byeeeeee :)

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Another day spent with my family.
Best part was heart to heart talks with Sis.
I told her everything, seriously everything that I was thinking for the past few weeks.

I was moody for the whole day cause I was fucked by my phone bills.
No one understands me, no one.. No one knows what I really want.
NO one knows what I'm thinking.
I just want someone who understands me really really well to be always there for me.
Is it possible?

Feeling happy a day and down another day, this is going on and on.
Felt so loved and happy yesterday but just hours of shit stuffs today spoilt everything.
I'm tearing while typing this, idk whats happening.
Sigh tonight is gonna be a hard night for me.

:)

Arcade yesterday with Chan, Marcia & Zaf before work. Fun. Hahhaa. :)
Marcia is a hardcore fan of Show Luo.
She got 4 hoodies LOL crazy girl.
And she kept on disturbing me! Whenever she smiles to me it will reminds me of something lol.

Simpang for supper and Crossfire after that with Aidan, Chan & Zaf.
So long since I touched dota. :)
Then we walked home, Zaf killed countless of cockroaches and Chan kept on repeating his IC number LOL!
Inside joke ahhaha. :) Long walks are fun!
Reached home around 4am.

Went Tamp Mall with Aidan today, saw Samuel.
Finally replaced my wallet yay. Veriiii colourfoo, I like. (Y)
Had Frolicks, omg I'm missing the honey stars already!

Headed to Marina square for dinner & window shopping.
Ended up saying OMG and pulled Aidan into a shop and bought er, 5 items heh. :D
I was looking for it for real long la omg. Me ishh happy girl. ^^ LOL
Saw this at action city and I fell in love with it.
LOL cute right I noticed it when I know her name is secret.
Like, she can keep my secret or something lol, I can imagine myself talking to her everynight.
But I'm 17 already lol. But it's cute right! and the meaning is there!

Funan after that for job briefing.
Need to go Jurong for another one on Monday sigh. :(
Then headed to Esplanade for awhile. Aidan kept on looking at a hardcore couple LOL.

Back to Ehub to look for Mommy!
She spent 35 bucks at the arcade and came back with sweets and a soft toy lol.
Omg the money, I could've gotten something.. ARGH AIDAN YOU KNOW IT RIGHT.

Supper againzzz and headed home.
Msia trip tmr. ^^ Eating spreeeeee lol.
Fats fats fats haunt qiuyun gogo!
K I'm mad lol, I'm happy today! :) Bye!

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It really really hurts to lose someone.
I'm losing you very soon, or have I lost you already? I don't know.
I only know I don't want any of that to happen but no matter what I do, I can't get back the same you anymore.
Even if I do, there will be something missing in between us.
I don't show it out but I've to admit I do mind losing you alot.
I've tried doing alot of things to put this behind me but the more I try to forget the more I tend to think about it. Sigh.
I'm really really tired.

Can someone invent time adjusting machine?
I wanna turn back the time.

Fuck I'm spamming food again.

:)

Boring day at home.
I've been coughing real badly today. Chest sibeiiii pain. :/

Met up with my relatives on Sunday.
I saw Kaili and Kian! Omg so long since I've last met Kian.
Played a Maths card game with Kian and he won every match.
Kept on saying 'Poly student lose to Normal tech one' then shake his head.
Lol. -____-

Kaili passed me a present!
She drew a handmade card which I luvvvvvvv it alot alot alot.
And a cross stitch! Omg I really wanna know how she do it man.



Look at the card! Hahaha.



Is she sweet or what? :) Love you sis!

Work yesterday was really slack, Bel and Syl was really nice haha.
Said wrong things to customers and drop stuffs while serving food LOL.
But they didn't blame me. :)
Working with Chan & Zaf this Thursday yay! :D

Anyone has a printer? I need to print something but my printer is screwed up now. :(

sick.

Feeling really really shag today.
Woke up at 9 plus feeling really uneasy.
Then slept till 2 and I had fever and cough and flu and sorethroat omgzzz. -.-

Still went out with Mum to expo for the tour fair and food fair!
Sigh I missed out so much food lol.
Only ate half a bowl of cheapo shark fin soup and there's no taste to me at all cause my nose is blocked.
Theres alot of performance for the tour fair.
Drawing and B boyz dancing!
Omg damn nice (Y) Love koreans heh. ^^
I wanna go Korea omg! Biggest wish ever.

Felt really really sick and was trembling like mad and my parent brought me home to rest and they went back to expo.
Went to sleep and when I woke up I can't walk properly and my temperature was 39.5. -.-

Went to the doctor and consultation fees was 40 bucks wtf. Total 98 bucks -.-
The antibiotics cost 6 bucks per tablet lol. -.-
That clinic's medicine made of gold. -.-
Burnt a hole in Dad's pocket but I'm feeling soso much better now.
Mo didn't sleep at all and she took care of me all the way omg love her. :D
I can't sleep cause I'm hungry omg lol! :)

And I'm not working tomorrow, Aidan's taking over my place instead cause I'm sick.
Thanks pukiiiiiiiii. :)

I'm gonna see Kaili and Weekian tomorrow omg miss then soso much!
I'm sick but happy hahah. :D

:D:D

Happy birthday to Albert, Angela, Hubert & me. Hahaha.
Thanks everyone for the wishes & presents heh.

I spent my birthday forgetting to bring my ezlink card out, travelling to Cityhall for nothing cause the movie's M18, travel back to Tampines to accompany Aidan to see doctor cause he was having a high fever, riding trip was canceled. :( Went back to his house to let him rest and I took care of him while using the computer, then heading to Hougang for usual family gathering and then home.
Boring day but I had fun disturbing Aidan cause he has no strength to stop me LOL.

I wanna watch final destination leh! :(
& get well soon la dog zzz I wanna hear your dog laughter. Tyvm.

Btw went to town with Bestfriend yesterday.
Omg I saw someone which is zzzz I totally WTF when I sense someone staring at me and it turned out to be her lol.

Went to Simpang at night to look for Aidan and Chan.
Back to simei to so called countdwn for my birthday lol!
Thanks for the nutty ice cream. :D

:)

I wanna upload pictures but blogger is screwed up now.
Had my last paper today wooo I'm free!
Er I mean free if I don't have to take sup papers haha so god bless me please! :)

I can't describe how fucked up I feel these few days.
All my hopes on someone just burst like a balloon, all gone.
Really hope you'll make full use of this last chance.
I hope I'll try to find back the trust I used to had in you too.
It's hard for both of us but try to make this work k?
hate you. ^^

Going out with slut tomorrow hee. :) :)

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Kena pawn by maths today.
So much for studying so hard. -.-

Ckt tomorrow and I didn't really study much.
Wish me luck tomorrow.

Working this Sunday. Aidan and Chan will be coming down to be free labour to accompany me cause I'm working alone ha! :)
And long john suckzz big time, can't win the lappy for god's sake!
After eating so much of LJS -.-

I watch half of UP @ Hao's house just now.
Gonna continue on wednesday after exams heh. :)

:)

TM with Mo for lunch, had a super longgg talk.
And I'm happy after that long talk heh.

Aidan and Chan came to look for us and went to arcade lol!
Headed to CC to meet Ziliang to study.
I saw Zhiwei there! Hahhahaa.

Headed to Simpang for supper after that.
Chan finds my Mommy cool, ahahha.
And Chan's from St Pat's band man lol.
And he knows how to play the piano. Really very O.O cause he looks like hongkong ah beng. :x

I overspent this month omg! I just said to spend like only 150 this month but I spent twice of that zz.
Need to stop spending like this. I spend most of my money on food.
LOL thats why I'm growing fatter argh. Sucks. -.-
How I wish there's this weight transferring machine which I can transfer my fats to Chacha.
He wants that to happen too! Lol.

The thing I've been awaiting for like 3 weeks happened.
But I don't feel happy at all. What's happening!?
Guess my heart is dead. Ahhhh I don't want to be feeling this way sigh.

People around me are all neglecting their blog oh why!
Hate this feeling, makes me don't wanna use the computer more and more cause I've nothing to do when I'm using it. No blog updates to read! :/

Gonna learn this after exams! Easier version, this is hard for me. -.-


Giao-ing with the dogs @ msn. Sho fun. Me like <3

:)

Woke up with a sulky mood today.
EP With Mum for lunch and met up with Aidan for church at Pasir Ris.
Kept on giving the :/ face to Aidan lol, sorry bro.

Met up with Jerry and Malcolm and went in for 1 and a half hours.
Missed those times I had @ CS with my friends haha.

They went for dinner, then Aidan and I headed to Tamp to get my hair removal sponge finally!
Thanks to Aidan and Rachel.
Did I mention they use wax strip on me around last week?
They wax both my arms and legs FOR FUN. DAMN pain I swear.
And both of them was laughing like dogs. Knn lol. -.-
Now the hairs are growing back and I don't know why I feel very uncomfortable.
Shaving will make my hair grow thicker & thicker so yeah bought the sponge! ^^

Headed to Airport's Mac to study after that.
Ordered McSpicy omggggg qy you suck.
But I managed to feel Aidan fries and half the omfg nice chicken thigh meat.
Am I nice or what. :) ahhaha.

Mo called and asked me to go to Hougang after studying.
So we left LOL and headed to candy empire. Omgg qy fuck you. -.-
No choice I always spam food when I'm feeling down sigh.

He surprised me with something after that which made me ohmygodddddd @ it.
Hug-ed him on the spot I saw it!
I would have screamed more if he didn't give me clues about what it is.
He told me he got it from EP and straightaway I know what it is already haha.
It's something I really really really wanted since months ago.
You're not supposed to give someone a watch on his/her birthday? Something like this.
So that silly boy gave it to me earlier and not on my actual day. Hahaha. Love you. :)
OMG I TYPED OUT LOVE YOU CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?
Don't think about the bracelet already k? It's okay. I love this alot. :)
This seriously made my day up hehe ^^
Gonna go back to the shop to make it smaller to fit my wrist tomorrow! YAY can't wait.

Need to go now, have to sleep early.
Tomorrow gonna really chiongggg. I dread Monday's arrival.

Listening to William So's songs again. Ahhhh so nice.
Omgomg I am a lucky girl. For some reasons. :)
I WANNA DYE MY HAIR JET BLACK!

HAHAHA OMG I'M DAMN HAPPY TODAYYYYY. :D:D
PAWNZ YOU SLUT. Your plan to make me pissed off failed.

:)

Met up with Jesslyn yesterday to study, finallyyyyyyyy!
Went library to study, Aidan, Chan & Vanessa came after that.
Went to have LJS again. (Y)(Y) :D

Mo came to fetch Aidan, Chan and me to Eastpoint to study.
Arcade afterwards and then they came to my house to study again.
Study plan failed again, I didn't learn anything today. -.-

School to study with Aidan and Aisha today.
Aisha taught us alot of stuffs. Thanks! :)
Jo came to join us afterwards.
Learnt alot of things today. :) Gonna clear more doubts tmr!

Bad sore throat for the past few days.
Too heaty. :/ Mum thought I smoke cause of my breath lol wtf. -.-

Current mood: _l_
I feel like killing people now. No I just wanna kill you. No the both of you.

:)

Met up with Aidan and went to school.
Saw Jesslyn and Vanessa omg miss them so so much!

Library to study with Adrian, Kimseng & Songhan.
Failed again, I only did one question and spent the rest of the time talking and laughing. :)

Left with Aidan to Eastpoint for dinner @ LJS and I saw Jesslyn and Vanessa again! Haha.
Met up with Chan after his physics lesson lol! and studied for awhile.
Seriously awhile. I just wrote Question (8) on my book and we left already. Lol!
Went back home to put stuffs and went down to meet Aidan and Chan again.
Went to Chan's friend's house and slack.
They're fucking crazy people I was like o.o omfgzz @ what they're doing to themselves.
One of them black out and it was very funny, he just stone there and stared into space hahah!

Chan's house after that and homeeeee. :)
12am already! 7th month woooo. Hahhaa.

Have to study hard, really have to.
Need to make my life more useful to make me happy.
Walked pass that route again, memories flew back like superheros. -.-
Need to get this shitz out of my mind asap.
3 years already omg Qy please do something about it!

Studying tmrw with awesome people.
Aidan Anders Chan etc. :D
Baiiiiiiiix! :)

:)

Met up with Aidan, Rafiq & Wilson at Central on Sunday.
Talked to Rafiq and screamed a him cause he kept on disturbing me. Sorry lol. -.-
Aidan kept on chasing Rafiq with a cockroach and Rafiq ran like a dog.
Wilson and I laughed like mad. Lol!
Little things like this made my day up. Luv them. :)

School to study with Aidan, Anders and Chan.
Ended up using Chan's laptop instead. :)
LJS @ East point after that.
That place reminds me of Thian layleng, hahaha. :)
Rafiq & Zaf came after that!
Talking to them is damn fun. Heh.

They walked me home and certain things happened after that which made me cried when I went back home.
I hope I'll make the right decision when the time comes.
But now I need to study first! This is much more important.

I thought study week lasts for 2 weeks but nooo it's only 1. Nabei to the max. -.-
I can't study alone, need to have someone beside me to keep me focused. Lol.

Gonna study with Adrian, Kimseng & Songhan tomorrow! :)
Have to wake up early, oh goddddd. :(

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Happy birthday Wanyan, went to her bbq yesterday.
Played games and kena forfeit, my face was filled with loads of charcoal.
But it was fun and I really enjoyed myself. :)

Need to study need to study need to study like nowwwwwwww.
Life's really screwed up now. DAMN SCREWED.

I'm doing things that I didn't want to.
I'm living a life I've never wanted to.
What's wrong with me?

I wanna turn back now but I can't.
Everything won't change back to how it used to be anymore.

I'm tired, really tired.
I always don't get the things I want.
You know the feeling when you want something really badly for soooooooo long and you just can't get it?
That feeling really sucks.
I wanna be immune to everything. That's when I won't feel any pain to whatever shitz that falls upon me.
Gonna burst soon, I feel like disappearing from everything and just live alone without having to worry for any shit now.
I'm being fucked. _l_

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Today was worst than yesterday, sigh.
I don't understand why I really don't.
I'm ready to bomb anytime now. :/

I'm trying to get over something which seems impossible for me to.
But I'm trying, trying real hard.
I AM USELESS DAMN FUCKING USELESS.
I kept on telling myself I must be strong but I just kept on crying to sleep over and over again.
Trying to put up a strong front in front of your mates isn't easy.
I'm tired of everything. Real tired..

I even failed my Maths I fucking failed my maths I FAILED MY MATHS.
OF ALL BUT MY BEST SUBJECT SINCE PRIMARY 1. MATHS.
Maybe I should just stay calm and not react to everything.
Not even laughing, just be like a typical quiet girl and do well in my studies.

I really need a listening ear one. A particular one.
Which will only say 'then what you want me to do/don't think too much la'.
These 2 sentences were enough cause I know at least that person's there for me when I need someone. But now, the situation is different..
I'm hoping for everything to go back to the past. Sigh.

Anyway thanks bro for listening to all those stuffs. Love you. :)

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So many things happened for the past few days. Sigh.
How I wish I can change back time. I find myself so silly and useless.
Why can't I just find the courage voice out whats actually going through my mind?
Instead of whining here & there.

Gonna put everything aside and chiong studies till end of main exams.
Don't feel like brooding over such stuffs now.

:)

Yesterday was awesome but someone was so clever that she brought her camera out without a memory card. -cough-

I met up with Aidan @ Tamp library.
Gonna start baking soon hehe. :)
Walked around and I went to Rachel's house to wait for her.

Mrt-ed to Bugis and met up with Diana on the way.
Got my box bag like finally ahhhhhh. Happy like a dog. :):):):):):):) huu huu huu.
Rachel got herself a bag too, and a wig LOL!
She looks like a tranny with the wig, damn funny.

Headed to town after that.
We went to Far East Shopping Centre instead of Plaza.
Was so sick of walking so we cabbed to Plaza instead.
The last time I went to town was with Diana and I didn't contact her for 4 months, how long is that!
Hate to go town, idk why.
Always go there because of far east and thats it.
But I'm going back again to get the shoe omgzz fuck you Rachel LOL!
Anyway Diana went to extend her hair! Look like CAL. Hahahah!

All of them followed me to Hougang after that heh. :)
Played pool and headed home. :)

:)

Gonna flunk Maths quiz :/ CKT lab test was alright though.
Friends and I went to Mac just to have ice cream today lol.
Weather was hot like shit.
Even the lecture hall was warm. -.-

Friends made an advanced birthday card for me today, thanks many.
I luv how nonsense the card look, lol.
And again I'm Qiuyun not Qiu Yun. Zzz.

I don't understand why my mum still treats me like a kid.
Ask me what time is my class tomorrow cause shes afraid i can't wake up on time, calls me up when my classes finish and stuffs.
Shes nagging me to go bathe now.
I'm reaching 17. ZZZZZZZ.
I'm getting annoyed again and again today.
Perhaps I'm pms-ing.

I'm really determined to do it this time round.
I.must.do.it.

:)

Met up with Rafiq, Jerron, Zaf & headed to Aljunied after school to meet the rest.
Was bored there, tried to study but failed. Environment was screwed up, damn the sun.
Maths quiz and CKT lab test tomorrow, I'm fucked. :/
I had 2 meals of Mac today with Jerron & Rafiq, hahaa.
Saw Jerrer, that chao ah beng, kept on calling me chao ah lian, stupid cab. -.-

My blue black on my legs is omfg ugly.
Thanks to falling down twice during ice skating.
But was worth it, cause I gained alot of laughter hahaha!

I'm feeling real tired now, my face resembles a zombie. -.-
Need to sleep early tonight.
I dread tomorrow's arrival. Zzzz.
Nights people. :)

Joel, Me, Cherine, Shermaine & Aidan.

Was posing for picture and idk for what reason, something made me hit Joel's dick LOL.
Cute right this pic!

Over at Aidan's house now with Rafiq, just had breakfast with Jerron and Rafiq. :)
Laughed like mad. grandmother one leg. Loooool.

Class ended early on Friday, headed to Ivan's house for dota, very long never touch already! Lol.
Headed to central to meet Aliah & Rafiq.
Whitesands after that to meet Jerron and Terence, went to town park to play swing. Fun. Lol!
Had a heart to heart talk with Aliah, love her and her pair of listening ears. :)

Went Kallang on Saturday, class outing!
Went ice skating, was fucking fun. :)
Joel and Weekiat kept on falling down LOL. Damn funnnn.
We held hands and Aidan just chiong infront pulling all of us.
One of them fell down and the rest just lost balance and fell down together lol!
I wanna go there again!

Kfc for dinner, talked about lots of stuffs and I realised some of my classmates are damn cock. Went to Anders's house to slack after that.
Singing next friday with them, can't wait. Love my classmates. :)

Went to meet Jerron, Rafiq and Zaf yesterday to slack.
Talked for damn long and Rafiq kept on farting nonstop lol!
Missed the last bus -.- and Mummy came to fetch me home. :)

:)

Dfund quiz was a bitch.
Hope I will pass it if not I'm gonna get scolding from someone lol.

I have something to tease my xiang now.
Shooo happy. :)

Met up with Tay after school.
Was supposed to wait for Ivan but we went back home instead, haha.

Having so many random thoughts now.
I realised I'm losing respect towards insensitive people.
So if you wanna gain respect from me, be more sensitive, lol.
But I dislike sensitive people cause I'll have to act nice infront of you which suckz.

I wanna get myself my first G on my 18th.
AND I WANT TO GET A TOTE ON MY 21ST!
AND I'M GOING FOR MY EYE THINGO BY 25TH!
Everything's planned, what I need to do now is to start saving for it.
Which I doubt I can cause I don't bear to spend my money on the tote.
Not practical, but it's nice omgggg.
WAKE UP QY, LOL!

The thing I should do now is to start dieting, like now.
Why is it so hard why. -.-

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Ckt today was a bitch. -.-
Chacha lent me his calculator last minute, thanks. :)

Lunched with classmates and then went to the library to study with them, Tay & his friend joined us.
Classmates left and I was left with Tay & his friends alone. -.-
Quite awkward but after that the way his friend behaves is as dog as him LOL.
Kept on laughing, his friend tricked me with a pig thingo. Gonna trick my friends tomorrow. :)

Studied with Aisha, Joel & Tay!
I actually learnt new stuffs man, miracle. Lol.

Met up with Ivan with Tay after that, walked around and settled at Mac for chit chatting session. :)
Tay went to top up his ez link card after that and I inserted the $10 note for like 6 times and it comes out again and again.
Tay took the note and insert it once and the machine accepted the note straightaway. -_-
I looked down immediately and walk away, LOL! And he kept on laughing non-stop NABEI.
And he was the one who asked me to blog about this. -_-

Someone took me for granted, treated me like a dog and even bitched about me behind my back.
Ranted to Chacha non-stop today, thanks for listening and not complaining that I'm noisy lol. :)
I'm happy to know that at least I have friends who cares.
Who admits that he says about me having really bad moodswings. LOL!

Dfund quiz tmr.
Hope whatever Aisha & Tay taught me is gonna be useful. :)

:)

Went to central again on Friday with Aidan, Aliah & Rafiq.
Zaf, Jerron & co came after that.
Was feeling realll sleepy. -.-
Kena screen by police somemore, lol.
A pussy finally dialed his 5 steps after sooooo long. -.-
Aidan send me home with Jerron's bike after that.
Haha damn fun. :)

Went out to study with Aidan & Cherine today.
Tamp library, T1, Central to meet Rafiq, Zaf & co.
Whitesands with Cherine for dinner, had heart to heart talks. :)
Met up with Aidan, Mark, Rafiq & Yongquan, went to study @ a random place.

Mac with Aidan, Cherine, Jerron & Rafiq.
Rafiq tombang me for the first time today and it's not scary at all! Idk why.
Just feels very nice, I kept on singing and he said I'm noisy lol.
Aidan tombang Cherine and she was damn scared.
Damn funny LOL, her palms was sweaty like shit. Hahah!
Headed to Downtown's Mac Cafe to get free drink cause it's Jerron's birthday today. Lol!
Sent Cherine home, witness an accident on the way.
Was damn scary, Rafiq tombang me on the road, and then 3 seconds later, BANG! And the car behind us became disfigured. -.- Scaryyyy.
Went Tamp Mart's Mac to get free drink again lol!
And they sent me back home, Aidan tombang me and I'm not scared at all!
The slope part, even Rafiq don't dare to go down the slope.
Aidan just tombang me down and it was damn fun ahahahha!
I'm wondering why, I'm becoming more and more brave. :)

Gonna chiong studies tomorrow.
Rafiq's coming to tp! Haha.
I'm gonna help him remove his nail polish.
He got scolded by his Mum lol, Aidan too.
I'm sorry HAHAHAH. Cause I applied it for them lolol!

I feel very insignificant suddenly.
I find myself really stupid to it to myself for so long. SIgh.
Rafiq told me alot of stuffs today.
Maybe I should listen to him and stop all these shits.
It's gonna be hard, but I'll try..

I miss her, the other one that understands me very well too besides my family members.
:)

Something wrong with Blogger, can't blog properly. The box for the text is blarrrdi small!

EPT today was super confusing but fun!
Btw did I mention I soldered my fourth finger last Thursday?
Bloody hell pain. -.-

Played indian poker on Tuesday with my classmates.
Damn fun lol! Kay yuen was being dared to smell his shoe LOL! My idea, damn fun.
Jiawei make a unfucklable face which made me lol like a dog. -.-
Played today again! Aidan went to smell the rubbish bin LOL!
Weekiat strip this top and pose for us to take pics, and went into a big rubbish bin and hop around.
Joel pulled down his pants and ran to us from the toilet with his boxers!
Lololololol I sooo wanna play again, haha.

I laughed at Strawberry pocky tooth yesterday non-stop.
HAHHAHAHAHHA fucking funnyyyy.
Went to meet Jerron, Rafiq, Yongquan & Zaf yesterday @ Central.
Applied nail polish to all of them lol!
All of them damn steady. :)

Learn alot of malay stuffs.
I know how to say your fat mother die naked in malay now lol!
Speaking of fat, I need to lose weight like now. -.-
I received 'you've gain weight/you became fatter!' from at least 8 people this month. -_-

I need to meet Chacha everyday lol!
He's the only one that can successfully stop me from eating. -.-

IM SUPPOSED TO MEET IVAN & TAY TMRW BUT SIGHHH.
FUCK PROJECTS.

:/

My blog is getting boring.
No pictures no nothing.
My lappy is still with the asus guy. _l_

My friends changed, alot.
Even those v v v close ones, what happened?
Sigh, I want those happy times back.

Having mixed feelings now.
Say-this-but-do-that kinda thing. Why? :/
Need to sort it out fast.
But at least I'm glad this isn't affecting my studies heh.
Need to buck uppppp!

:)

EPT during thurs was damn fun hehe. :)
Met up with Rafiq after school on friday and argued with him like mad.
Lol irritating cockroach.

Cherine's house was fun! Played with nail polish haha.
The way Aidan applied nail polish was damn funny, aha!

Met up with Aidan today and went to T1 to meet Jerry.
Then headed to Kallang to meet Andy, Chunkiat, Malcolm and another guy.
Went to study my blardi CKT. -_-
Andy kept on saying I'm fierce. I'M NOT OKAY THANK YOU.

Went to Kfc for dinner after that.
Bus-ed to Simei to meet my relatives.
Bus ride was fun lol!
I didn't owe you anything already hor di di.

I had a sudden craving for ice kimo since last week and I had it just now.
Beriiii nice. (Y)
Baking almond cake/biscuit soon heee.
And I'm gonna learn how to cook orh bi chut! Love that dessert. :D

:)

I met up with my bitches yesterday.
Missed them very much man!
Ivan suddenly rang me up and decided to wait for me till I finish school.
Called Tay to ask him go his house downstairs lepak.
Then saw Chenghoo walking pass us on his way home!
Haha although we met up for like a few hours to talktalk only but it was fun.
Luvvv them.

Today was boring shitzxsz.
Bored till I decided to prank Aidan by giving him a cold shoulder. :)
Kept on ignoring him and he was afraid of me HAHA. Dumb.

Lepak with classmates.
Cherine and Kayla and I starting to play with make ups.
Then they asked those guys to come and see LOL.
Cherine passed 1 side of her fake lash to me.
And theres this black thingy blocking my view again, just like the times I had the extensions on.
They say it's nice. But I'm a lazy person. Can't stand putting it on to SCHOOOL everyday unless it's extensions ahha.

Accompanied Cherine for extra Maths lecture and I learnt stuffs! :)
Alooooot of gossips too.
Got to know about so much things from her and vice versa.

Bus ride was fun lol, was laughing at this girl.
Cherine is as crazy as me man!
I hint her the person I'm laughing at and she laughed like shit too.
Luv craszy girls like that.
Hate those who loves to act gentle lol, idk why.

Met up with Aidan, Cockroach, Jerron & Zaf!
Miss Zaf sooo much man ahahha.
Cockroach was damn funny LOL can't stand him.
I don't even know his name lol. His face looks like a cockroach thats why I named him that. Haha!

My Chacha is feeling better already cause he saw me yesterday what LOL.
I gave him aura to make him heal ahahahha. :)

EPT tomorrow omfg, what socket thingy which is graded leh.
Scarded.

:)

Shopping with Mummy. :) Fun.
I bought something which made me happy for the whole day haha damn cute! :)

Went to E!hub to find Angela, miss her man!
Terence was there playing jubeat.
I was like o.o when I saw him playing.
He jitao can memorise already lor wtf. -_-
I saw Alexia @ NYNY! Got free candy floss from there.
Luvvv candy floss. :)

School tomorrow again ew...
Studying with my lurbly fugly dog after school.
It's gonna be fun man. Haha. :)

:)

Ruiqi & moiiii. :)

Studied with Adrian, Songhan & Kimseng yesterday after school.
I really studied! After showing them facebook blogs & etc hahahha. :x

Dinner with Mum and hospital to visit Aunt after that.
Talked alot with Wanxin, wonder why we seldom meet but have lots to talk about, haha.
Hougang after that, I went there to study lor! Guai right. yes I know. :)

Gonna chiong maths on monday, test on tues! Bye!

:)

Taken last sunday heh, love her! :)

EPT today was ahpunehneh ah neh ah neh pu neh buuuu. -_-
Redo, got light up, still get 10/20 cause I kept on asing Mr Au.
But then he check liao everything correct but never light up, machiam my fault. _l_
EPT my best lab subject leh wahlao, damn sian. :(

Cherine, Shermaine and me had heart to heart talks during lunch.
Cherine is nice man lol, I disliked her since the first day she came to our class.
She knows it too. Haha I'm meeting so many nice people recently. :)

Gonna meet up with my ball friends before school tomorrow, I hope I will wake up on time lol.
I'm gonna chiong maths tomorrow.
Need to catch up with the class.

:)

School was zzzz boring.
Couldn't understand those shits as usual, sigh.

Met up with Adrian and Songhan after school to talk cock. :D
Went for pool but was fullll, headed back to sec school to find Rachel instead.
Saw Amaran and Duck at 400 plus omg sooo happy to see them! :)
Miss them very much man, haha.

Went 450 to play bball and camwhore and talk cock.
Cheukman was damn disgusting, kept on using my shirt to wipe his sweat, lol fucker. -.-
I was the photographer siol, NBA photoshoot. LOL!
Ahfat came after that omg he lost so much weight! Jia you, next time I call you ah san k. Haha. :)

Eastpoint for dinner with Momo!
Headed to the hospital to visit Aunt, she look so helpless and I feel very heartache seeing her in this state.
Life is really fragile mannnn.
I spot a familiar malay guy! He look damn familiar to me but he's wearing a mask, couldn't figure out who he is lol.
Eastpoint again and then homexxx. :)

It's so weird man My big aunt came to look for me today so I should be feeling very zzz.
But I'm happy lol. But still stress over moneyyyyyyy sigh. :/

Studying this friday with Adrian and Songhan.
They're gonna teach the ball yay. Thanks chao ahguas. :)

_l_

Feeling damn shitty now zzz.
Why all these shitty stuffs coming into my way non-stop?
How? What if after I kpkb already still no use? If no use then should I do it or not? Is it worth it?
Sigh so many questions in my head now.
And I just deleted all my songs in my mp3 for dont know what reasons, just disappeared.
My phone's scroll came off when I dropped my phone.
I spoilt my phone and I'm using a spare one, now, the spare one is screwed too.
I need a new phone. But I can't use the money now because of other reasons. _l_

And I've got no mood to study now cause I'm wayyyy behind my class.
And no one is there to help me, I don't wanna ask my friends to study with me just to ask them to teach.
Looks as if I'm using them. I have to be independent and learn myself.
But how to? -_- fuckkkkkk everything.

Rachel treated me Botak Jones after school.
As usual I spam food like mad when I'm feeling down.. :/
Rachel witnessed the whole thing.
And she tried to cheer me up by doing wtf things.
Thanks girl, really appreciate it.