Wednesday, September 16, 2009

in pain.

I tried really hard to please her, really really hard.
I usually keep things to myself but I tried so hard to hint him this time round.
But everything seems to be not going the right way.
I don't wanna do so cause I know it will hurt me alot.
But I need to respect her. Really need to.
But I don't wanna hurt myself. The thoughts of me doing so made me cried like a mad fucker during the bus ride home just now.
But I don't want this to continue.
I'm feeling really helpless now.
It's just a week and it's ending soon..

need.to.stop.crying.
and perhaps lose some weight.
No not some, alot.

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