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It really really hurts to lose someone.
I'm losing you very soon, or have I lost you already? I don't know.
I only know I don't want any of that to happen but no matter what I do, I can't get back the same you anymore.
Even if I do, there will be something missing in between us.
I don't show it out but I've to admit I do mind losing you alot.
I've tried doing alot of things to put this behind me but the more I try to forget the more I tend to think about it. Sigh.
I'm really really tired.

Can someone invent time adjusting machine?
I wanna turn back the time.

Fuck I'm spamming food again.