Thursday, December 09, 2010
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Hiiiiii I guess I'll be blogging over at tumblr for now!
I'll be back I guess. Feelings for this blogspot is strong since I've been blogging here for like what, 4 years?
here's my tumblr link! www.susiaosiao.tumblr.com
I'll be back I guess. Feelings for this blogspot is strong since I've been blogging here for like what, 4 years?
here's my tumblr link! www.susiaosiao.tumblr.com
Tuesday, June 08, 2010
:'(
On my bed now but I can't get to sleep. :/
I need a listening ear very badly now but everyone seems to be busy. Sigh.. So here I am rantingggg.
I'm in a damn foul mood now. Fucking lots of shits piling up on me recently. Loved ones are there for me, but I only pour out my stuffs when I really really need a listening ear. I tell a little here & there but no one knows every single thing that's happening around me in details. Yes I know that those problems are inevitable but I just, kinda wish my life was better? Sometimes I really wanna voice out whatever I'm unhappy about.. But I guess in life, certain things have to be kept shut & there's always a reason behind it. Voicing out doesn't always solve the problem. Vice versa, it'll make it turn out nasty instead. I dare not take the risk cause I love those people that's causing all these shitty feelings on me. I'll just tolerate & wait for them to change? Since nothing I do will help in any way. Till the point where I can't take it anymore, that's when I voice out. But I don't think I'll tolerate really long cause I always do things that will destroy my body when I'm feeling down which I HATE alot but can't seem to stop it. Fuck this habit. Qiuyun, tolerate. Yeah that should be what I'm gonna do. For now, my mouth's shut.
People if you're reading this, I just need to rant & let part of it out to feel better that's all. So don't ask me what's happening alright? I don't wanna breakdown infront of you. Thanks. :'(
editedit!
Time check, 1.48.
The thing I like about me is that I get over stuffs quite quickly & when I'm with awesome people I'll be happy happy me! Hate night times it always turns out bad! I'm feeling much better after ranting out now. :)
TMRW I ISH GONNA SING MY LUNGS OUT. I'm gonna keep this matter home & get out of the house happily cause I'll get to see someone that can give me the greatest hug that will let me feel at ease for that minute. :>
& I'M SO BORED & FREE I'M GONNA CREATE TUMBLR NAO HEHEHE.
I need a listening ear very badly now but everyone seems to be busy. Sigh.. So here I am rantingggg.
I'm in a damn foul mood now. Fucking lots of shits piling up on me recently. Loved ones are there for me, but I only pour out my stuffs when I really really need a listening ear. I tell a little here & there but no one knows every single thing that's happening around me in details. Yes I know that those problems are inevitable but I just, kinda wish my life was better? Sometimes I really wanna voice out whatever I'm unhappy about.. But I guess in life, certain things have to be kept shut & there's always a reason behind it. Voicing out doesn't always solve the problem. Vice versa, it'll make it turn out nasty instead. I dare not take the risk cause I love those people that's causing all these shitty feelings on me. I'll just tolerate & wait for them to change? Since nothing I do will help in any way. Till the point where I can't take it anymore, that's when I voice out. But I don't think I'll tolerate really long cause I always do things that will destroy my body when I'm feeling down which I HATE alot but can't seem to stop it. Fuck this habit. Qiuyun, tolerate. Yeah that should be what I'm gonna do. For now, my mouth's shut.
People if you're reading this, I just need to rant & let part of it out to feel better that's all. So don't ask me what's happening alright? I don't wanna breakdown infront of you. Thanks. :'(
editedit!
Time check, 1.48.
The thing I like about me is that I get over stuffs quite quickly & when I'm with awesome people I'll be happy happy me! Hate night times it always turns out bad! I'm feeling much better after ranting out now. :)
TMRW I ISH GONNA SING MY LUNGS OUT. I'm gonna keep this matter home & get out of the house happily cause I'll get to see someone that can give me the greatest hug that will let me feel at ease for that minute. :>
& I'M SO BORED & FREE I'M GONNA CREATE TUMBLR NAO HEHEHE.
Wednesday, June 02, 2010
School.
Service & Quality paper was easy but today's netfund paper was a bitch.
I hope I'll get an easy paper tomorrow cause I totally screwed my bisfund quiz up already.
Please let the remaining 3 papers be easy. :(
& quite a number of my friends are having problems with their lives & I'm really too busy to be always there for them. Sorry guys, I promise to meet all of you soon alright!
5 mins up! Gonna mug now zzzz. NVM THE HOLIDAYS WILL MAKE IT ALL WORTHWHILE!
Wish me luck guys~
Sunday, May 23, 2010
HIIIIIIIII PEOPLE.
I didn't blog for 10 whole days alrready! God, I'm damn lazy.
Kinda busy nowadays studying for quizzes! Term test is coming in 2 weeks time too.
Have to continue to mug like a bookworm. :(
Anywayyy, I don't really remember clearly where I went for the past week.
Monday I was free from school I headed to L's house cause his Mummy wanted to cook for me.
Aww sweet x 9823782323928119.
"Wo de darling lor" HAHHA I love it when she reply L this. She's cute. :)
Econ's mcq mind fucked me as usual. :( Bisfund quiz was worst I didn't even know how to do ONE question. Fuck myself lol. -_-
Friday, L brought me to the Zooooooo. :D
Was supposed to be a surprise but I kinda force him to say it out days before. :)
The trip was soooooo fun!
This pig is DAMN cute it shakes it's body while sleeping to keep flies off it's body. Hahhahha!
This poor elephant is bald. HAHHAHA I couldn't stop laughing at this LOL.
Headed to watch Rainforest show after that.
There were a huge bunch of kids at the zoo that day! Makes the show much nicer cause the kids always gives responses to their questions. Hahaha.
This is so pretty! Picture is kinda dark cause I used the wrong settings, other pictures are clearer but all side views, on facebook!
L says he's gonna show me that face to me in the future when he wants food. Awesome.
Headed to the Waterpark after that!
Then that crazy guy pushed me & I pushed back. Then he carried me TO THE water & piggy back me to run across the water together. Kena ON MY FACE you asshole. I dragged him into the water when he was sitting down on the dry surface and his whole pants got wet HAHAHA fucking funnnnnnn. I got injured cause of some reasons. But it was fun. :D
& this is how we looked like afterwards.
Had a very hard time drying ourselves up. -____-
He was red all over cause I kept on hitting him and trying to push him LOL.
Continued our journeyyy~
Some horned toad or something, very ugly -_- & L thought frogs has 3 legs instead of 4.
Can someone clap for him? HAHHAHA.
Headed into the butterfly walk.
So many pretty buterflies! But it was really scary when it suddenly fly pass your face. -_-
Saw this cute little thing inside and we followed it, I didn't snap a proper photo of it cause it kept on moving. Very cuteeeee.
Spiderman?
Polar bear feeding was at 4.45. I asked 'someone' what's the time cause my watch was inside my bag and he said 4.30. So we waited.. for like half an hour. Then I checked my phone & it turned out to be 6 alr. HE MISTAKEN 5.30 FOR 4.30 HOW RETARDED IS THAT. LOL.
Biggest polar bear in the world is twice my height!
"Huh den?" HAHHAHAH jokerrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
Proof that Men are ALL beasts. (Y)
:D
& yeah that pretty much sums up the day. :)
Overall I enjoyed myself alot, a really perfect day. I really appreciate everything that you've done for me, every single bit. You're the first guy I really wanna spend the rest of my life with. I'm feeling veryyyy happy & contented with whatever I have in my life now. I hope everything I'm having now stays as it is. Thanks for everything & sorry for burning a big hole in your pocket Mr Rich. :)
Today was nice, I went to build sandcastles at Ecp with my Uncle & Kerin.
I was having bad cramps & feeling real lethargic but the smiles on Kerin's face when I complete a sandcastle for her is all worthwhile. :)
I feel really loved for now. I'm gonna turn in and get ready for the busy busy week ahead.
I'm gonna sleep with a smile tonight. & I hope whoever that's reading this is feeling happy too. :>
I didn't blog for 10 whole days alrready! God, I'm damn lazy.
Kinda busy nowadays studying for quizzes! Term test is coming in 2 weeks time too.
Have to continue to mug like a bookworm. :(
Anywayyy, I don't really remember clearly where I went for the past week.
Monday I was free from school I headed to L's house cause his Mummy wanted to cook for me.
Aww sweet x 9823782323928119.
"Wo de darling lor" HAHHA I love it when she reply L this. She's cute. :)
Econ's mcq mind fucked me as usual. :( Bisfund quiz was worst I didn't even know how to do ONE question. Fuck myself lol. -_-
Friday, L brought me to the Zooooooo. :D
Was supposed to be a surprise but I kinda force him to say it out days before. :)
The trip was soooooo fun!
Went to see otters straight omg fucking kewt. :)
This pig is DAMN cute it shakes it's body while sleeping to keep flies off it's body. Hahhahha!
This poor elephant is bald. HAHHAHA I couldn't stop laughing at this LOL.
Headed to watch Rainforest show after that.
There were a huge bunch of kids at the zoo that day! Makes the show much nicer cause the kids always gives responses to their questions. Hahaha.
This is so pretty! Picture is kinda dark cause I used the wrong settings, other pictures are clearer but all side views, on facebook!
This baboon pee-ed after I snapped this shot LOL fucking funny.
Penguins!
The place which I said I wanna have my wedding photos taken at. :D
L says he's gonna show me that face to me in the future when he wants food. Awesome.
Headed to the Waterpark after that!
"You got balls you go in and play water with me lor."
"Eh faster leh you still taking what photo?"
"Knn don't waste my time leh you wanna play one anot.."
Then that crazy guy pushed me & I pushed back. Then he carried me TO THE water & piggy back me to run across the water together. Kena ON MY FACE you asshole. I dragged him into the water when he was sitting down on the dry surface and his whole pants got wet HAHAHA fucking funnnnnnn. I got injured cause of some reasons. But it was fun. :D
& this is how we looked like afterwards.
Had a very hard time drying ourselves up. -____-
He was red all over cause I kept on hitting him and trying to push him LOL.
Continued our journeyyy~
Some horned toad or something, very ugly -_- & L thought frogs has 3 legs instead of 4.
Can someone clap for him? HAHHAHA.
Headed into the butterfly walk.
So many pretty buterflies! But it was really scary when it suddenly fly pass your face. -_-
Saw this cute little thing inside and we followed it, I didn't snap a proper photo of it cause it kept on moving. Very cuteeeee.
Spiderman?
Polar bear feeding was at 4.45. I asked 'someone' what's the time cause my watch was inside my bag and he said 4.30. So we waited.. for like half an hour. Then I checked my phone & it turned out to be 6 alr. HE MISTAKEN 5.30 FOR 4.30 HOW RETARDED IS THAT. LOL.
Biggest polar bear in the world is twice my height!
"Huh den?" HAHHAHAH jokerrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
Proof that Men are ALL beasts. (Y)
:D
& yeah that pretty much sums up the day. :)
Overall I enjoyed myself alot, a really perfect day. I really appreciate everything that you've done for me, every single bit. You're the first guy I really wanna spend the rest of my life with. I'm feeling veryyyy happy & contented with whatever I have in my life now. I hope everything I'm having now stays as it is. Thanks for everything & sorry for burning a big hole in your pocket Mr Rich. :)
Today was nice, I went to build sandcastles at Ecp with my Uncle & Kerin.
I was having bad cramps & feeling real lethargic but the smiles on Kerin's face when I complete a sandcastle for her is all worthwhile. :)
I feel really loved for now. I'm gonna turn in and get ready for the busy busy week ahead.
I'm gonna sleep with a smile tonight. & I hope whoever that's reading this is feeling happy too. :>
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Hellooooooooooooooo~
I'm feeling bored here. :( I'm actually revising on econs can you believe it?
Had telecom quiz yesterday, luckily it was manageable! Having another 2 quiz on thursday & econs next week omfg. :( Followed by term test at the end of May I guess? Sucks.
Many stuffs happened for the past week? Either me thinking too much or vise versa. Have to stop! Just let nature take it's course. Cherish whatever we have now like what you told me yesterday. Thinking too much won't do us good. Just like last night right? & if there's more nights like this just gimme a call immediately. My phone is 24/7 for you k? ^^
On a lighter note, I gave a big loud yawn in Sociology class today which made some of my classmate's impression of me kinda change cause I laughed really loud after that. Some of them thought I'm a quiet girl. Omg how hard it is to FOR ME keep that impression in someone's mind lor. One yawn killed it. :(
NIGHTY ALL. <3
Sunday, May 09, 2010
Kinda long since I last blog, currently at L's house.
He's sleeping & I wanna disturb him so badly but no I must be nice. HAHA.
Last tuesday's bbq was kinda fun at the last part. Hahahah.
He's sleeping & I wanna disturb him so badly but no I must be nice. HAHA.
Last tuesday's bbq was kinda fun at the last part. Hahahah.
Hope Jh enjoyed himself btw. :)
The girls! Qihui, me & Jam. ^^
Cake warrrrr! I didn't kena AT ALL but Jam hugged me after this picture!
My hair smelled like cake after that. Smelly but fun! Hehehe.
While waiting for Gek Ming to fetch us. :>
The girls! Qihui, me & Jam. ^^
Cake warrrrr! I didn't kena AT ALL but Jam hugged me after this picture!
My hair smelled like cake after that. Smelly but fun! Hehehe.
While waiting for Gek Ming to fetch us. :>
Watched Ip Man 2 with L & his friends at Amk hub after school on Wednesday.
Movie was goooooood. (Y)
Thursday L sick & I went over his house to 'take care of him'.
I disturbed him from his sleep instead. I need to be less playful. Huahuaaa.
Friday, watched Iron Man! I fell asleep in the cinema for awhile. :(
Ending was nice btw. :)
Mother's day celebration with Mummy & Daddy yesterday! :)
Went ep to have a niceeeeee dinner. Hehehehe.
Then headed to Kian's house to study. MIRACLE LOR he asked me to tutor him!
Had fun over there btw. The way we push rubbish to each other, the way we disturb each other in a damn cruel way but we love each other deeply inside. Aww ♥ them! ^^
Had no plans for today initially, called Bestfriend & wee she invited me to go over her house for Mother's day lunch with her family! :)
Everyone there was nice. I like her granny, very cute. Hahahaa.
Went L's house after that, then dinner with his family.
Paiseh ttm -_- he kept on disturbing me lor ass.
His little nephew, Shermen is veryyyy cute. Hahahah.
Now I'm back at his house. He's awake now weehoo. I shall stop here & get pictures up when I have the time! BAIBAIZ ALL.
PICTURES UPPPPPPPPPPP.
Movie was goooooood. (Y)
Thursday L sick & I went over his house to 'take care of him'.
I disturbed him from his sleep instead. I need to be less playful. Huahuaaa.
Friday, watched Iron Man! I fell asleep in the cinema for awhile. :(
Ending was nice btw. :)
Mother's day celebration with Mummy & Daddy yesterday! :)
Went ep to have a niceeeeee dinner. Hehehehe.
Then headed to Kian's house to study. MIRACLE LOR he asked me to tutor him!
Had fun over there btw. The way we push rubbish to each other, the way we disturb each other in a damn cruel way but we love each other deeply inside. Aww ♥ them! ^^
Had no plans for today initially, called Bestfriend & wee she invited me to go over her house for Mother's day lunch with her family! :)
Everyone there was nice. I like her granny, very cute. Hahahaa.
Went L's house after that, then dinner with his family.
Paiseh ttm -_- he kept on disturbing me lor ass.
His little nephew, Shermen is veryyyy cute. Hahahah.
Now I'm back at his house. He's awake now weehoo. I shall stop here & get pictures up when I have the time! BAIBAIZ ALL.
PICTURES UPPPPPPPPPPP.
Wednesday, May 05, 2010
Deep in thoughts.
I don't know what to do, I don't know how to start voicing out what I wanna say.
I really don't. & it really sucks cause I'll be thinking bout it all the time & it gets nowhere.
Hate myself for thinking so much.
:'(
Tuesday, May 04, 2010
Early Mother's Day celebration with my relatives yesterday! :) Loveee.
School today is boring. :( Tmrw starts at 8 omg. -_-
Did nonsense after school. Somebody looks really woooo while drinking bubble tea eh? :) Don't hao lian okay my killer smile can pawn you too. :)
After hearing all those stuffs my girlfriends are suffering, I'm having serious heartaches. :(
I don't like to see my friends being sad, I can feel the pain too.
Guys are all jerks. Seriously what's so nice bout fucking around? Zzzzzzz. Hope they'll burn in hell. -.-
I just hope everything will turn out fine for all of them. :')
& Dearest, if you're reading this, stay strong alright, don't shed a tear cause it's not worth it. I'll treat you steamboat the next meetup. *hooks pinky* :)
Lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOG JOON HONG.
I can do nothing but to pray for your money to grow & get that earpiece soon.
& I'll be there tmrw. Please be shag for the next 10 years of your life. :)
Saturday, May 01, 2010
Another week of school passed and in conclusion, I still learnt nothing.
& quiz in a week's time omfg. I need to start being serious. :(
As usual the whole week was filled with fun, only after lessons!
I reach home near midnight almost everyday. Feels bad, idk why. Lol.
Went to watch Love in a Puff with L @ Bugis on Monday morning.
Mother fucking lol movie, Totally not nice & a waste of money. Sorrayee. :(
Thursday, went Whitesands with Anders, JW & L for Manhattan Fish Market.
Omg the food there is DAMN GOOD. Sinful meal. :(
Friday, headed to PS with Anders & L.
Minds cafe again lol. Basically, basically, the staffs working there kept on repeating this word while explaining to us how to play the games.
Went to walk around after that. :(
& headed home around 10. :)
I had a fun day disturbing L like mad. HAHAHAHA.
Or should I say fun week? I'm disturbing him everyday.
I know you like it but please stop smiling. :D
Today is Saturday & I've no plans, I wanna go PS to get the stuffs I saw yesterday but Im afraid I'll spend too much on useless thing. Zzzzzzz.
& I'm playing Chris Daughtry's Over You on repeat! Idk why either.
& quiz in a week's time omfg. I need to start being serious. :(
As usual the whole week was filled with fun, only after lessons!
I reach home near midnight almost everyday. Feels bad, idk why. Lol.
Went to watch Love in a Puff with L @ Bugis on Monday morning.
Mother fucking lol movie, Totally not nice & a waste of money. Sorrayee. :(
Omg the food there is DAMN GOOD. Sinful meal. :(
Friday, headed to PS with Anders & L.
Minds cafe again lol. Basically, basically, the staffs working there kept on repeating this word while explaining to us how to play the games.
Went to walk around after that. :(
& headed home around 10. :)
I had a fun day disturbing L like mad. HAHAHAHA.
Or should I say fun week? I'm disturbing him everyday.
I know you like it but please stop smiling. :D
Today is Saturday & I've no plans, I wanna go PS to get the stuffs I saw yesterday but Im afraid I'll spend too much on useless thing. Zzzzzzz.
& I'm playing Chris Daughtry's Over You on repeat! Idk why either.
Monday, April 26, 2010
End of the horrible week of school. I have to wake up much earlier than usual everyday. :(
But I spent time with L everyday after school! Hahahah. :D
Swensens on Thurs! Someone felt loved right? :)
Minds Cafe on Fri with Anders, Ky & L! Taboo & Gesstures was fucking fun.
I LOVE looking at how Anders act, epic shit HAHA I lol-ed like mad!
And our forfeit PAWN, L danced Wondergirl's Nobody at Minds cafe's entrance, Anders did some sexy dance and I talked to a plant for 1 minute.
The guy beside the plant was laughing at me lor, sibei paiseh. -.-
Ajisen for dinner after that, I had volcano again as usual. (Y)
Went to slack after that and then went back simei with L.
Bloody ass disturbed me like mad. :(
Weekends was spent with families as usual.
Alike? Just that my face much rounder. Lol. Hahahha love her muchiee! Cope well with your studies & please forget bout your stupid taurus my dear capricorn!
Went Ikea today to have hotdogs & bought my stringggg sweet. :)
School at 3 tmrw, but still have to sleep early cause I'm meeting L tmrw in the morning, hahaha!
Miss that bum so much!
But I spent time with L everyday after school! Hahahah. :D
Swensens on Thurs! Someone felt loved right? :)
Minds Cafe on Fri with Anders, Ky & L! Taboo & Gesstures was fucking fun.
I LOVE looking at how Anders act, epic shit HAHA I lol-ed like mad!
And our forfeit PAWN, L danced Wondergirl's Nobody at Minds cafe's entrance, Anders did some sexy dance and I talked to a plant for 1 minute.
The guy beside the plant was laughing at me lor, sibei paiseh. -.-
Ajisen for dinner after that, I had volcano again as usual. (Y)
Went to slack after that and then went back simei with L.
Bloody ass disturbed me like mad. :(
Weekends was spent with families as usual.
Alike? Just that my face much rounder. Lol. Hahahha love her muchiee! Cope well with your studies & please forget bout your stupid taurus my dear capricorn!
Went Ikea today to have hotdogs & bought my stringggg sweet. :)
School at 3 tmrw, but still have to sleep early cause I'm meeting L tmrw in the morning, hahaha!
Miss that bum so much!
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Watched How to Train Your Dragon yesterday!
Awesome show, the dragon is damn cute. :)
Then we took neoprints HAHA! His first neoprint taken. Suaku!
Thanks for making me so happy on this day. :)
Watched Date Night today with L & Anders.
Damn nice & mad funny! Hahahhaa.
Went mac to chit chat & all as usual.
Then went back to simei to have talks with L again. Feels nice. :)
School again sigh, 9 to 7. Fuck school seriously.
MINDS CAFE ON FRIDAY WHO WANTS TO GO?
Awesome show, the dragon is damn cute. :)
Then we took neoprints HAHA! His first neoprint taken. Suaku!
Thanks for making me so happy on this day. :)
Watched Date Night today with L & Anders.
Damn nice & mad funny! Hahahhaa.
Went mac to chit chat & all as usual.
Then went back to simei to have talks with L again. Feels nice. :)
School again sigh, 9 to 7. Fuck school seriously.
MINDS CAFE ON FRIDAY WHO WANTS TO GO?
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
I didn't sleep last night, was dreading school's arrival. :(
I was so bored I went to cut my fringe short by a little.
Met up with L at 8 for breakfast & headed to change our CDS.
Went lunch @ TM Swensens with Anders Ky Joel Jw & Wk.
Headed back to school after that.
& I can sum up everything in a word: Horror
I HATE SCHOOL NABEI.
TMR STARTS AT 8 WTFFFF!
Came back home & find my fringe irritating & I cut it again.
BANGZ YO KAILI I'M IN YOUR GANG NAO.
Got presents from L today, Happy monthsary. :) Use your present please!
Haha thanks for the accessories & the very very long letter. Ilyyyyyyyyy. :)
K I'VE TO SLEEP NIGHTS ALL!
I was so bored I went to cut my fringe short by a little.
Met up with L at 8 for breakfast & headed to change our CDS.
Went lunch @ TM Swensens with Anders Ky Joel Jw & Wk.
Headed back to school after that.
& I can sum up everything in a word: Horror
I HATE SCHOOL NABEI.
TMR STARTS AT 8 WTFFFF!
Came back home & find my fringe irritating & I cut it again.
BANGZ YO KAILI I'M IN YOUR GANG NAO.
Got presents from L today, Happy monthsary. :) Use your present please!
Haha thanks for the accessories & the very very long letter. Ilyyyyyyyyy. :)
K I'VE TO SLEEP NIGHTS ALL!
Monday, April 19, 2010
I spent 70 ytd, 20+ on cab lor fml, so I still spend less than 50 I'm a good girl. :)
Nigel's bbq at night, pit 65, at the END of the park.
Cab to the end already still have to walk damn far zzzz. Everyone that came to the pit will give Nigel a scolding first, damn funny. And some guys pluck some stupid fire thingo from the shop next to Summer and the person came to look for us & make police report. -_-
Home after that, met quite a number of nice people there. :)
Woke up by Chan's call today & met him @ EP to catch up!
Accompanied him to FH & some staff couldn't make it last minute & boss asked me whether I wanna work. ^^
I got to know so much stuffs from my colleagues man. :)
Gonna head to bed now. Waking up in 5 hours time for school. :(
But I'm gonna see L so heeeeeeee :) Nights all!
Nigel's bbq at night, pit 65, at the END of the park.
Cab to the end already still have to walk damn far zzzz. Everyone that came to the pit will give Nigel a scolding first, damn funny. And some guys pluck some stupid fire thingo from the shop next to Summer and the person came to look for us & make police report. -_-
Home after that, met quite a number of nice people there. :)
Woke up by Chan's call today & met him @ EP to catch up!
Accompanied him to FH & some staff couldn't make it last minute & boss asked me whether I wanna work. ^^
I got to know so much stuffs from my colleagues man. :)
Gonna head to bed now. Waking up in 5 hours time for school. :(
But I'm gonna see L so heeeeeeee :) Nights all!
Saturday, April 17, 2010
The rp dogs pon school today & we headed to Js's house for rockband & dota.
Lose 3 rounds straight thanks to Jh, keep lag and make us dulan spoil our mood.
But overall it was fun. :)
Feeling bored all alone now. At times like this, alot of things will run through my mind.
After so long, yeah I have to admit that I'm still thinking bout the past, how stupid I was to make that decision months ago which changed my life so much.
Really regretted making that choice, neglected so many of my friends and drift apart from them.
Lied to my mum for months too. :/ Who else to blame but myself?
I hate myself for going against my heart, for forcing myself to like something that I didn't in the first place. Was I making use of someone? I don't know myself either. If it is, I got my retribution I guess? I wasn't in love at all, cause I was still in my previous trap all along.. I did admit, I didn't keep it to myself. & I wasn't like any other girl in a r/s, I don't send sweet texts & all. I have no mood to dress up automatically on dates. I said I was different. But now I realised it's all excuses? & I kept on getting back again & again just because I'm too used to it. Wtf is wrong with me seriously. -.-
No one knows the whole story except for L that has been always there for me since the start of it. He knows every shits I faced through during that period. Please stop calling me stupid. :)
Now I'm all different hahaha. :) I'll send nice texts all of a sudden cause I got the urge to idk why either! Heh. & I'm smiling everyday to sleep now. & I'm also wondering when we'll start quarreling just like you do. Hahaha. :)
School's starting next Mon. Damn sad. :(
But tues is coming heh. I'm gonna learn how to train my dragon on tues! :)
Heading out with bestfriend tmrw. I need to limit myself to 50 bucks. Just 50 qy. PLEASE.
Lose 3 rounds straight thanks to Jh, keep lag and make us dulan spoil our mood.
But overall it was fun. :)
Feeling bored all alone now. At times like this, alot of things will run through my mind.
After so long, yeah I have to admit that I'm still thinking bout the past, how stupid I was to make that decision months ago which changed my life so much.
Really regretted making that choice, neglected so many of my friends and drift apart from them.
Lied to my mum for months too. :/ Who else to blame but myself?
I hate myself for going against my heart, for forcing myself to like something that I didn't in the first place. Was I making use of someone? I don't know myself either. If it is, I got my retribution I guess? I wasn't in love at all, cause I was still in my previous trap all along.. I did admit, I didn't keep it to myself. & I wasn't like any other girl in a r/s, I don't send sweet texts & all. I have no mood to dress up automatically on dates. I said I was different. But now I realised it's all excuses? & I kept on getting back again & again just because I'm too used to it. Wtf is wrong with me seriously. -.-
No one knows the whole story except for L that has been always there for me since the start of it. He knows every shits I faced through during that period. Please stop calling me stupid. :)
Now I'm all different hahaha. :) I'll send nice texts all of a sudden cause I got the urge to idk why either! Heh. & I'm smiling everyday to sleep now. & I'm also wondering when we'll start quarreling just like you do. Hahaha. :)
School's starting next Mon. Damn sad. :(
But tues is coming heh. I'm gonna learn how to train my dragon on tues! :)
Heading out with bestfriend tmrw. I need to limit myself to 50 bucks. Just 50 qy. PLEASE.
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Monday was Mj day w the my bitches & Eileen! :)
I was late as usual, Tay was even later. Bitch.
Lost 2 bucks in total after playing from 3 to 9? -_-
But was nice & fun cause I didn't see them for damn long for stupid reasons.
Why am I always doing things to torture myself just to make people happy? *slaps myself*
I'm glad I'm out of that trap now. :)
Yesterday I met up with the dogs @ Minds Cafe, Rach came along too. :)
Was damn fun especially the card snatching game.
The dog bone grabbing was fun too kept on playing cheat with Jh LOL.
And I finally know how epic Kl is in real life.
Now when I see windows, I will laugh to myself. Lol.
Pool after that & take pictures!
All not enthu keep siam my camera.
Js and Jh hiding behind me to siam LOL. Machiam dogs.
But I laolan keep take non stop until all of them flash out phone to take pictures of me LOL.
Headed to Astons for dinner & then went void deck to chit chat & blow styrofoams at each other. Lol.
Homed after that.
Met up w L today :))))))
Went to cut my fringe, looks the same to me but around 5cm gone? And I can't put it behind my ears already which is irritating. Zzzzzzz.
Went to Marina Bay then Marina Square then Marina Barrage. Lol.
Someone killed a little girl inside mrt with a wink right? HAHA.
:) :) :) :)
Lied down on the grass, had talks and all as usual. I love spending hours with him like this!
Today's most common topic is his FAVOURITE. Hahahha hello Mr H! (inside joke)
School is starting soon. I'm only looking forward to fridays. :)
I was late as usual, Tay was even later. Bitch.
Lost 2 bucks in total after playing from 3 to 9? -_-
But was nice & fun cause I didn't see them for damn long for stupid reasons.
Why am I always doing things to torture myself just to make people happy? *slaps myself*
I'm glad I'm out of that trap now. :)
Yesterday I met up with the dogs @ Minds Cafe, Rach came along too. :)
Was damn fun especially the card snatching game.
The dog bone grabbing was fun too kept on playing cheat with Jh LOL.
And I finally know how epic Kl is in real life.
Now when I see windows, I will laugh to myself. Lol.
Pool after that & take pictures!
All not enthu keep siam my camera.
Js and Jh hiding behind me to siam LOL. Machiam dogs.
But I laolan keep take non stop until all of them flash out phone to take pictures of me LOL.
Headed to Astons for dinner & then went void deck to chit chat & blow styrofoams at each other. Lol.
Homed after that.
Met up w L today :))))))
Went to cut my fringe, looks the same to me but around 5cm gone? And I can't put it behind my ears already which is irritating. Zzzzzzz.
Went to Marina Bay then Marina Square then Marina Barrage. Lol.
Someone killed a little girl inside mrt with a wink right? HAHA.
:) :) :) :)
Lied down on the grass, had talks and all as usual. I love spending hours with him like this!
Today's most common topic is his FAVOURITE. Hahahha hello Mr H! (inside joke)
School is starting soon. I'm only looking forward to fridays. :)
Thursday, April 08, 2010
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HAHAHA he never fails to make me smile. :)
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