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Concert was really shitty. And Kaili kept on disturbing me. -.-

Didn't laugh at all today, in need of happy pills.
I'm in a horrible state that I hate being at.
Do I really need to change? And be serious when I need to.
To speak nicer, to show respect to people.
And do the right stuffs at the right time.
But if I do I won't be qy anymore.
Hate to wear a mask around.
And I won't be happy cause I'm not being myself.

Sigh what to do?
I'm trying really hard not to cry cause I wanna make you worth it.
Remember the t-shirt?