_l_

Feeling damn shitty now zzz.
Why all these shitty stuffs coming into my way non-stop?
How? What if after I kpkb already still no use? If no use then should I do it or not? Is it worth it?
Sigh so many questions in my head now.
And I just deleted all my songs in my mp3 for dont know what reasons, just disappeared.
My phone's scroll came off when I dropped my phone.
I spoilt my phone and I'm using a spare one, now, the spare one is screwed too.
I need a new phone. But I can't use the money now because of other reasons. _l_

And I've got no mood to study now cause I'm wayyyy behind my class.
And no one is there to help me, I don't wanna ask my friends to study with me just to ask them to teach.
Looks as if I'm using them. I have to be independent and learn myself.
But how to? -_- fuckkkkkk everything.

Rachel treated me Botak Jones after school.
As usual I spam food like mad when I'm feeling down.. :/
Rachel witnessed the whole thing.
And she tried to cheer me up by doing wtf things.
Thanks girl, really appreciate it.