I didn't sleep the whole night.
My eyes are horrible. Sigh..

I'm not gonna give up cause my hearts tells me so. I know I'm stubborn not to heed my friend's advice but I wanna do nothing but to follow my heart now. I know it's silly but that's the only thing I wanna do now. I wanna see you smile, I want those morning calls again, I want those long talks, I want you to text me again asking me why didn't I reply, I want meetups at n2 before scohol, I want you to treat me how you used to.
Everything's changing but I can't do anything but to wait for you to change back..
I'm willing to cause I really really hate you. Really do.