i always say i dont believe some things unless i see it with my own eyes .

bud, i just saw it .

right infront of my eyes .

bud i still couldn't believe it .

why?

i say i dont already .

bud why am i feeling this way?

my heart aches so much .

why?

im crying .

im crying AGAIN .

this year seems so fucking sucky to me .

FUCK .

i wont mind if it's another person .

i really wont mind .

bud why must it have to be you?

*points middle finger