GIRLFRIEND let me realize something .

when you lose something, you'll gain something .
& i just realised .
i lose MARTIN, bud i gained JACYLN .

when i was close to MARTIN, i always tell him JACYLN dont tak to me or stuffs .
bud after i quarelled with MARTIN, JACYLN told me why she treated me this way .
nd im so damn close to JACYLN now .
nd i tell her stuffs about MARTIN .

why cant i have BOTH?
i know im greedy .
but, ):

im only smsing someone now nd im so god damn happy .
theres a saying,
human will only cherish things when they lose it .
so, so true .

*better cherish her okay? i cant be there to solve your problems with you already [: