i shall say it now,
FUCK CHRISTMAS .

thanks EEXUAN & ZHIWEN for today .
& my stupid WEEKIAN, thanks for your concern too .
i love th 3 of you more than everything else .
or should i say 5 of you? including KAILI & my dearest pineapple .
yes pineapple, although i bitch about you sometimes .
& it's obvious you know about it .
but you didn't blame me for that .
& because of this, i do love you, too .
i only have th mood to say, Merry Christmas to th 5 of them .
& to JESSLYN, RACHEL, IVANTAN, WENDY & everyone in band .
& those people whom i cared for but didn't put down your names .

Merry Christmas (:
what a fake smile . when i'm like crying now .
don't ask me why cause i myself don't even know why .

other than that, fuck everyone else .