i don't have th mood for countdown .
& i don't even have company for countdown now .
2 more minutes to Christmas & i'm crying, fuck .

fuck my tears .
fuck Christmas eve .
fuck everyone who spoiled my Christmas eve .
fuck my friends .
fuck those cheebye kias .
fuck th stupid log cake i bought .
fuck myself for planning to bring th log cake for th bbq .
fuck myself for preparing so much for christmas
fuck my clothes & so on .
fuck everything .
& in 2 minutes time, i shall say, fuck Christmas .

i know some bitches are laughing now .
fuck you too .