Christmas!

Christmas eve was spent at FH working, till 11 and I met up with Ivan & Tay @ Starbucks to countdown!
Spent time catching up with each others life till 3am? I forgot.
60% of the time I was ranting, 20% for each of them. Lol!
I rant bout that bitch non-stop.
They kept on shooting me, nabei. But advice me what to do too.
Thanks bitches hahahha, I love the both of you really much!
It's the 3rd Christmas eve we spent tgt, we went to watch Charlotte's web during Sec 3 HAHA! And gambled over Aaron's till dawn during Sec 4! Hope this continues the next year and the year after that and yadaaaa.
MEET UP AGAIN SOON PLZZZ.

Christmas was spent over at Rach's, it was awesome anyway.
Me + Aidan + Chan + Rach + Qz + Ter + Bear + Derek + Pauline + Rayson + Jerry? (Idk his name lol.) + Steamboat + mahjong + blackjack + movie + gift exchange + Safra = Awesome Christmas!
I left the minute I reach Safra btw. :( Other than that everything is soooo fun hahaha.
I won money from blackjack yay! P too. He said I gave him luck. :)
They taught Aidan, Chan and I how to play mahjong. Chan was like a retard LOL.
3 of the guys got condoms for the gift. Rach got Axe Oil and Bear got cotton buds LOL.
I got a really cute cup ^^ is happppyyyyy! Hhahahaha.
I know Pauline for the 1st day and she's mad nice. I had heart to heart talks with her the first time we meet up. :) And gossips hahaha.

Imma spending 2nd day of Christmas with my family tmr at Jb.
Gonna go to Jusco and get the checks. Hope I'll find it! Prays realllyyyy hard. :(

BAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

ha.

Today's really screwed. Cried during work, found out new stuffs.
I'm sure I'll get over this soon, before Christmas at least!
Christmas this year is gonna be awesome.

Someone wrote a blog post for me awwww so nice and sweet.
Appreciate it from the bottom of my heart. ^^
I mixed random stuffs above cause I do want peeps to read this! If not it's gonna be boring and all.
Hahahahaha. Thanks to me it has returned? Ohhhhhhh. Congrats then!
I'm selfish? Oh wow at least Aidan doesn't think so.
Stop fucking say I'm lame. M NOT. Who are you to speak?
You know nothing but oh ccccc i miss you. Ha. Joke.

Hahahha I'm fake? Ohwell I do tell Aidan how much I hate you but you pretended to be sweet and everything. "I don't hate you girl, I really don't." Oh wow.
Why didn't you make comments bout me last time then? Why wait till things turned ugly?
Cause you don't know me really well last time? You meant you know me really well now? Lol. Whose the one being fake here? Ha.

I don't wanna waste anymore time on this.

Am feeling really happy now cause I'm gonna get ink-ed for free in months time.
HAHAH I LOVE YOU SOSO MUCH. :) see you tmr!

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Fucked up day, zzz.
I'm stuck at a point when I wanna do something so badly but I just couldn't bring myself to do it.

I'm glad that despite having sucha bad mood, I had only 1 meal @ 5pm and I managed to pull myself away from the usual bubble tea at ep.
I really hope this continues.

Gonna do school stuffs tmr.
Mood isn't really good now. In need of happy pills.
I'm coughing like MAD. FUCK SMOKERS. _l_
Bye.

:)

Back from Genting. :)
Did usual stuffs, arcade, themepark and so on.
Ate like MAD, like 6 or 7 meals a day? LOL.
Marrybrown is awesome shit. Kelvin ate that like free HAHA!
People smoke like free indoors and it was really cold so i got really sick.
Kept on getting mucus out from my nose till blood came out. -_-
I'm feeling better anyway. :)

I slept while watching movie, was boring like madddd, first time I slept inside a cinema!
And I saw someone there DAMN SUAY I SWEAR.
Fucking turn off zzzzz. Btw I saw Yanlin too, hahah. :)
Used Marlboro phone for my msia prepaid card and alot of people stare at me while I'm talking on the phone. Lol. -.-
Big bro told me, Marlboro stands for Men Always Remember Love Because Of Romance Only.
-_____-

By the way someone got the exact same vans as me. Zzzz.
Aidan wanted to get it but he changed his mind already, lol.
I wanna get a red one like this!



OMG SPASM. Lol.
But the pink is still being a vase. Nooooooo.

Anyway P saw me and say omg you gained 2 kg i think.
And he's right LOL 2 KG OMG.
I need to starve myself starting from Monday.
I got stupid stuffs for P and stuffs that will make him gain weight.
Hahaha fats! :)

K I'm realllllyyyy tired now I need to sleep.
NO PICTURES FOR THIS POST AGAIN EDMW-ERS F OFF BYE.

Today's horoscope: A clash in personalities could be unavoidable today. The best thing to do is to understand that miscommunications somewhere along the line have occurred and allow the other person to vocalize what is on their mind. Find the sanity and the basis for the confusion--then transfer some form of understanding to the situation. If you can change the problem, do so. If you cannot change the problem, perhaps a new direction is good; time is the answer. Be aware of the temptation to perceive you as unfairly treated. Emotional security comes from within you. If you feel that you lack the emotional security, look for the changes that will help you gain a better feeling of security. This evening you may decide on next year's goal or resolution.

Ha, really true.
Travel all the way to City Hall today, just for lunch! -.-

Leaving tmr morning for Genting.
Sick of that place already. -.- But at least it's a good time for me to relax now. :)
I've so much work to do after I come back, ahhhh.

2 days ago "You're one of the best thing that occurred in my life."
Today "You're really damn fucked up."
Seriously don't understand guys at all.
I am fucked up, I love to give attitude, I'm full of nonsense.
And I'm insignificant.

I see myself spamming ice cream.
I guess being b is the only way for me to lose weight.
I grew back 5 kgs in 4 mths wtf is this?

Hahhaha bye people.

:)

Been sleeping less than 4 hours for 3 continuous days.
And thanks to my lazy legs, I didn't move away from a seat despite having alot of people smoking around me.
And I coughed like mad that night, now I'm down with cough sorethroat and flu. Zzz.
Last night was a horror, I almost finished a box of tissues.

Anyway, 2 days ago was an awesome day. :)
Was supposed to go out with Aidan and Rach, After that Diana called and said she got off today, and Chan joined us last minute.
Went City plaza cause Bitch wanted to do her lashes, omg so gian!
Bitch, Chan and I did a dark blue extension, HAHA gay shit.

Went Cityhall to meet Phoebe and headed to Far East. Got my bag changed, Chan and Diana left :( and we went to Taka.
Had dinner at Pepe's, food sucks like mad I swear, the waitress there sucks too, not friendly at all.
Sucky place, will never go back there again.
Btw we went there forrrrrrrrr a chaoooo cheeeeeee bai. HAHAHA.

Headed to Somer313 to meet Ken, Potential, Huida, and their friends.
Walked around, bought flipflops again. :)

Aidan & Phoebe send me home after that, thanks!

Photos with Rachelllll! Will upload once I get it.
It has been some time since I upload lots of photos. Lazy. -_-

Jerron called that night and asked me to bring poker cards down, lol.
Met up with him and Zaf and went under Wilson's block cause he injured his leg ouch.
Played cheat and steal, hahaha damn funny.
Been so long since I last met them! :)
Went back home around 4 plus.

I tidied my room yesterday and tried out gel extensions!
My first successful one, spent like 2 hours. -.-
Gave up and just randomly paint the rest of the nails.
My ring fingernail is ugly lol some stupid nail art from my previous manicure, I couldn't get it out, tried scraping but my nail hurts, kanina. -.-

Hate purple but I've only got purple glitter at home, gonna get more colours and more powder. :)
Have to pay at least 80? if you do gel extensions in Singapore, in Malaysia around 60.
Doing it yourself is much cheaper. :)
But have to learn how to do your right hand which sucks, hahhaha.

Anyway Happy Birthday Mum! She's 51 this year already omg!
Hahaha gonna head out to get her the present later, hope I have the time.

K byeeeeeeee :)

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I can summarize what happened today into 2 sentences.

"It was kinda like one of the best days in my life, starting of my holidays and yada yada.
But something ruined everything. _l_"

Nice. Few days back I just posted this:
I've realised that life's much more peaceful when you care bout nothing.
Cause when you do, things won't go your way either, so why care?
Just ignore, close an eye, let the day pass, and you'll be much more happier. :)

So true, now I'm really not gonna care.
I'm feeling so FUCKING FUCKED UP now cause I cared.
Pissed off + fucked up + angry = what I'm feeling now.
I'm bursting into tears soon idk why. I guess I'm gonna cry to sleep again tonight.

If you don't want me to care then just tell me, I can just just stop caring.
It'll save me quite a number of heartaches.
I must learn how to be happy.
Or should I say I should learn how to care for those whose worth my care. :)
I just watch my tv, get to sleep on time, enjoy my holidays and ignore other stuffs.

:)

Pizzahut with P and headed to school.
Maths paper was zzzzz, all careless mistakes.
And I didn't even bother to attempt the last question. Totally -.-
20 marks gone!

Went for lecture, study at library, went ep for kfc, home, and studied with Aidan and Chan at my house's void deck.
Took pictures HAHA damn fun.

I ate pizzahut for lunch, chilli fries for snack and kfc for dinner. Fml.

P just fell down @ his house lift LOL.
Mummy fell down during work too.
I got a feeling I'll be the next one, lol.

Funny conversation I had with someone just now.
Me: Oiee should I cut bangs?
K: No zzz.
Me: Why?
K: Girls with bangs are just stupid, they think it's pretty, cute and nice but it looks worst that me dick hair. Especially skinny ones, jitao skeleton. Those who are on diet, worst. Example _______
Me: HAHAHHA bastard
K: LOL im a kaypo leh i do read her blog!
Me: EW FK.

HAHHAHA I swear K is so bastard.

Dfund paper tomorrow OMG wish me luckkkkk.
I WANNA SO SOMER313 ON FRIDAY ANYONE WANNA COME ALONG? :D

:)

Maths paper tomorrow, gonna wake up early and study.
Anyway I'm on my bed now! Waiting for Pocky to call. :>
P's doing some experiment now, with his family! Hahaha damn cute,was chatting and he was screaming and stuffs when the oil shoots onto him LOL.

Went to Study with Aidan and Chan just now.
Chan was a total dick head today, MAD crazy.
We did crazy and retard stuffs but it was fun LOL.
Gay pants.

HAHAHAHAHA. I got ink-ed! :>

I just did something which will make my stomach go smallerrrr, I hope!
Was perspiring like mad. But it was worth it, not tiring anyway, hahhaa.
Gonna continue doing it everyday, must persevere!
When can I reach a 50? LOL. fats :<

Can't wait for Wednesday omgggggg, my last paper! And an awesome surprise(I hope it surprises me!). Can't waitttttttttttttt. :D

Have a goodynight and good luck to everyone having emaths2 tomorrow!
I shall pray hard that the paper will be easy.
And Dfund.. Have to work extra hard cause I failed the quiz.
And the paper is on tuesday. FUCK IT.
Baiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. <3

:)

Dfund lab test was shitty.
Circuit can't work, even the tcher can't figure out what's wrong.
And she didn't sign or whatever shit. Ccccb.

Jap test today was just alright. But i have super stupid careless mistakes. -.-
Why am I so forgetful? :(

Studied after school till 9 for yesterday and today! Hahahah fun fun.
Did experiment yesterday LOL and watched videos today. :>

Anyway I've lots of things on my mind now.
Gonna just keep it to myself for the time being and forget it bit by bit.
If not I'm just gonna let it all out at once? I'll feel better by doing this but it's gonna hurt badly.

I don't understand girls sometimes.
I'm one but I really don't understand girls well. They say this but do that zzz.
I srsly can't click well with girls, except for those bitches that has been through with me for years. :)
Fuck girls, especially you and you.
Omg how I wish i can peel off your nails, sprinkle salt on it, chop off your fucking hair, cut your oh so PRETTY face, kill your fucktard mindset that you're so awesome, burn your boobless boobs(HAHA) and throw it to lahberlee and let lahberlee deal with it by feeding it to dogs.
And perhaps preserve your cb and sell it to some nigger.
Btw I'm really sorry but you're not bimbotic at all.
Cause you've no pretty face. No not at all i swear.

OMG WHY AM I SO MEAN. HAHAHHA.

Something to share

An Atheist Professor of Philosophy was speaking to his Class on the Problem Science has with GOD, the ALMIGHTY.

He asked one of his New Christian Students to stand and . . .

Professor : You are a Christian, aren't you, son ?

Student : Yes, sir.

Professor : So, you Believe in GOD ?

Student : Absolutely, sir.

Professor : Is GOD Good ?

Student : Sure.

Professor : Is GOD ALL - POWERFUL ?

Student : Yes.

Professor : My Brother died of Cancer even though he Prayed to GOD to Heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But GOD didn't. How is this GOD good then? Hmm?

(Student was silent )

Professor : You can't answer, can you ? Let's start again, Young Fella. Is GOD Good?

Student : Yes.

Professor : Is Satan good ?

Student : No.

Professor : Where does Satan come from ?

Student : From . . . GOD . . .

Professor : That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this World?

Student : Yes.

Professor : Evil is everywhere, isn't it ? And GOD did make everything. Correct?

Student : Yes.

Professor : So who created evil ?

(Student did not answer)

Professor : Is there Sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the World, don't they?

Student : Yes, sir.

Professor : So, who Created them ?

(Student had no answer)

Professor : Science says you have 5 Senses you use to Identify and Observe the World around you. Tell me, son . . . Have you ever Seen GOD?

Student : No, sir.

Professor : Tell us if you have ever Heard your GOD?

Student : No , sir.

Professor : Have you ever Felt your GOD, Tasted your GOD, Smelt your GOD? Have you ever had any Sensory Perception of GOD for that matter?

Student : No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.

Professor : Yet you still Believe in HIM?

Student : Yes.

Professor : According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol,Science says your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?

Student : Nothing. I only have my Faith.

Professor : Yes,Faith. And that is the Problem Science has.

Student : Professor, is there such a thing as Heat?

Professor : Yes.

Student : And is there such a thing as Cold?

Professor : Yes.

Student : No, sir. There isn't.

(The Lecture Theatre became very quiet with this turn of events )

Student : Sir, you can have Lots of Heat, even More Heat, Superheat, Mega Heat, White Heat,a Little Heat or No Heat. But we don't have anything called Cold. We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero which is No Heat,but we can't go any further after that.There is no such thing as Cold.Cold is only a Word we use to describe the Absence of Heat.We cannot Measure Cold. Heat is Energy. Cold is Not the Opposite of Heat, sir, just the Absence of it.

(There was Pin-Drop Silence in the Lecture Theatre )

Student : What about Darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as Darkness?

Professor : Yes.

What is Night if there isn't Darkness?

Student : You're wrong again, sir.Darkness is the Absence of Something You can have Low Light, Normal Light, Bright Light, Flashing Light . . . But if you have No Light constantly, you have nothing and its called Darkness, isn't it? In reality, Darkness isn't. If it is, were you would be able to make Darkness Darker, wouldn't you?

Professor : So what is the point you are making, Young Man ?

Student : Sir, my point is your Philosophical Premise is flawed.

Professor : Flawed ? Can you explain how?

Student : Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality. You argue there is Life and then there is Death, a Good GOD and a Bad GOD. You are viewing the Concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, Science can't even explain a Thought. It uses Electricity and Magnetism, but has never seen,much less fully understood either one. To view Death as the Opposite of Life is to be ignorant of the fact that Death cannot exist as a Substantive Thing. Death is Not the Opposite of Life: just the Absence of it Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your Students that they evolved from a Monkey?

Professor : If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process, yes, of course, I do.

Student : Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir?

(The Professor shook his head with a Smile, beginning to realize where the Argument was going )

Student : Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at work and Cannot even prove that this Process is an On-Going Endeavor, Are you not teaching your Opinion, sir? Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher?

(The Class was in Uproar )

Student : Is there anyone in the Class who has ever seen the Professor's Brain?

(The Class broke out into Laughter )

Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's Brain, Felt it,touched or Smelt it? . .. . No one appears to have done so. So, according to the Established Rules of Empirical, Stable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that You have No Brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then Trust your Lectures, sir?

(The Room was Silent. The Professor stared at the Student, his face unfathomable)

Professor : I guess you'll have to take them on Faith, son.

Student : That is it sir . . . Exactly ! The Link between Man & GOD is FAITH. That is all that Keeps Things Alive and Moving.

NB:I believe you have enjoyed the Conversation . . . and if so .. . You'll probably want your Friends / Colleagues to enjoy the same . . . won't you? Forward them to Increase their Knowledge . . . or FAITH. That student was Albert Einstein.