sick.

Feeling really really shag today.
Woke up at 9 plus feeling really uneasy.
Then slept till 2 and I had fever and cough and flu and sorethroat omgzzz. -.-

Still went out with Mum to expo for the tour fair and food fair!
Sigh I missed out so much food lol.
Only ate half a bowl of cheapo shark fin soup and there's no taste to me at all cause my nose is blocked.
Theres alot of performance for the tour fair.
Drawing and B boyz dancing!
Omg damn nice (Y) Love koreans heh. ^^
I wanna go Korea omg! Biggest wish ever.

Felt really really sick and was trembling like mad and my parent brought me home to rest and they went back to expo.
Went to sleep and when I woke up I can't walk properly and my temperature was 39.5. -.-

Went to the doctor and consultation fees was 40 bucks wtf. Total 98 bucks -.-
The antibiotics cost 6 bucks per tablet lol. -.-
That clinic's medicine made of gold. -.-
Burnt a hole in Dad's pocket but I'm feeling soso much better now.
Mo didn't sleep at all and she took care of me all the way omg love her. :D
I can't sleep cause I'm hungry omg lol! :)

And I'm not working tomorrow, Aidan's taking over my place instead cause I'm sick.
Thanks pukiiiiiiiii. :)

I'm gonna see Kaili and Weekian tomorrow omg miss then soso much!
I'm sick but happy hahah. :D

:D:D

Happy birthday to Albert, Angela, Hubert & me. Hahaha.
Thanks everyone for the wishes & presents heh.

I spent my birthday forgetting to bring my ezlink card out, travelling to Cityhall for nothing cause the movie's M18, travel back to Tampines to accompany Aidan to see doctor cause he was having a high fever, riding trip was canceled. :( Went back to his house to let him rest and I took care of him while using the computer, then heading to Hougang for usual family gathering and then home.
Boring day but I had fun disturbing Aidan cause he has no strength to stop me LOL.

I wanna watch final destination leh! :(
& get well soon la dog zzz I wanna hear your dog laughter. Tyvm.

Btw went to town with Bestfriend yesterday.
Omg I saw someone which is zzzz I totally WTF when I sense someone staring at me and it turned out to be her lol.

Went to Simpang at night to look for Aidan and Chan.
Back to simei to so called countdwn for my birthday lol!
Thanks for the nutty ice cream. :D

:)

I wanna upload pictures but blogger is screwed up now.
Had my last paper today wooo I'm free!
Er I mean free if I don't have to take sup papers haha so god bless me please! :)

I can't describe how fucked up I feel these few days.
All my hopes on someone just burst like a balloon, all gone.
Really hope you'll make full use of this last chance.
I hope I'll try to find back the trust I used to had in you too.
It's hard for both of us but try to make this work k?
hate you. ^^

Going out with slut tomorrow hee. :) :)

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Kena pawn by maths today.
So much for studying so hard. -.-

Ckt tomorrow and I didn't really study much.
Wish me luck tomorrow.

Working this Sunday. Aidan and Chan will be coming down to be free labour to accompany me cause I'm working alone ha! :)
And long john suckzz big time, can't win the lappy for god's sake!
After eating so much of LJS -.-

I watch half of UP @ Hao's house just now.
Gonna continue on wednesday after exams heh. :)

:)

TM with Mo for lunch, had a super longgg talk.
And I'm happy after that long talk heh.

Aidan and Chan came to look for us and went to arcade lol!
Headed to CC to meet Ziliang to study.
I saw Zhiwei there! Hahhahaa.

Headed to Simpang for supper after that.
Chan finds my Mommy cool, ahahha.
And Chan's from St Pat's band man lol.
And he knows how to play the piano. Really very O.O cause he looks like hongkong ah beng. :x

I overspent this month omg! I just said to spend like only 150 this month but I spent twice of that zz.
Need to stop spending like this. I spend most of my money on food.
LOL thats why I'm growing fatter argh. Sucks. -.-
How I wish there's this weight transferring machine which I can transfer my fats to Chacha.
He wants that to happen too! Lol.

The thing I've been awaiting for like 3 weeks happened.
But I don't feel happy at all. What's happening!?
Guess my heart is dead. Ahhhh I don't want to be feeling this way sigh.

People around me are all neglecting their blog oh why!
Hate this feeling, makes me don't wanna use the computer more and more cause I've nothing to do when I'm using it. No blog updates to read! :/

Gonna learn this after exams! Easier version, this is hard for me. -.-


Giao-ing with the dogs @ msn. Sho fun. Me like <3

:)

Woke up with a sulky mood today.
EP With Mum for lunch and met up with Aidan for church at Pasir Ris.
Kept on giving the :/ face to Aidan lol, sorry bro.

Met up with Jerry and Malcolm and went in for 1 and a half hours.
Missed those times I had @ CS with my friends haha.

They went for dinner, then Aidan and I headed to Tamp to get my hair removal sponge finally!
Thanks to Aidan and Rachel.
Did I mention they use wax strip on me around last week?
They wax both my arms and legs FOR FUN. DAMN pain I swear.
And both of them was laughing like dogs. Knn lol. -.-
Now the hairs are growing back and I don't know why I feel very uncomfortable.
Shaving will make my hair grow thicker & thicker so yeah bought the sponge! ^^

Headed to Airport's Mac to study after that.
Ordered McSpicy omggggg qy you suck.
But I managed to feel Aidan fries and half the omfg nice chicken thigh meat.
Am I nice or what. :) ahhaha.

Mo called and asked me to go to Hougang after studying.
So we left LOL and headed to candy empire. Omgg qy fuck you. -.-
No choice I always spam food when I'm feeling down sigh.

He surprised me with something after that which made me ohmygodddddd @ it.
Hug-ed him on the spot I saw it!
I would have screamed more if he didn't give me clues about what it is.
He told me he got it from EP and straightaway I know what it is already haha.
It's something I really really really wanted since months ago.
You're not supposed to give someone a watch on his/her birthday? Something like this.
So that silly boy gave it to me earlier and not on my actual day. Hahaha. Love you. :)
OMG I TYPED OUT LOVE YOU CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?
Don't think about the bracelet already k? It's okay. I love this alot. :)
This seriously made my day up hehe ^^
Gonna go back to the shop to make it smaller to fit my wrist tomorrow! YAY can't wait.

Need to go now, have to sleep early.
Tomorrow gonna really chiongggg. I dread Monday's arrival.

Listening to William So's songs again. Ahhhh so nice.
Omgomg I am a lucky girl. For some reasons. :)
I WANNA DYE MY HAIR JET BLACK!

HAHAHA OMG I'M DAMN HAPPY TODAYYYYY. :D:D
PAWNZ YOU SLUT. Your plan to make me pissed off failed.

:)

Met up with Jesslyn yesterday to study, finallyyyyyyyy!
Went library to study, Aidan, Chan & Vanessa came after that.
Went to have LJS again. (Y)(Y) :D

Mo came to fetch Aidan, Chan and me to Eastpoint to study.
Arcade afterwards and then they came to my house to study again.
Study plan failed again, I didn't learn anything today. -.-

School to study with Aidan and Aisha today.
Aisha taught us alot of stuffs. Thanks! :)
Jo came to join us afterwards.
Learnt alot of things today. :) Gonna clear more doubts tmr!

Bad sore throat for the past few days.
Too heaty. :/ Mum thought I smoke cause of my breath lol wtf. -.-

Current mood: _l_
I feel like killing people now. No I just wanna kill you. No the both of you.

:)

Met up with Aidan and went to school.
Saw Jesslyn and Vanessa omg miss them so so much!

Library to study with Adrian, Kimseng & Songhan.
Failed again, I only did one question and spent the rest of the time talking and laughing. :)

Left with Aidan to Eastpoint for dinner @ LJS and I saw Jesslyn and Vanessa again! Haha.
Met up with Chan after his physics lesson lol! and studied for awhile.
Seriously awhile. I just wrote Question (8) on my book and we left already. Lol!
Went back home to put stuffs and went down to meet Aidan and Chan again.
Went to Chan's friend's house and slack.
They're fucking crazy people I was like o.o omfgzz @ what they're doing to themselves.
One of them black out and it was very funny, he just stone there and stared into space hahah!

Chan's house after that and homeeeee. :)
12am already! 7th month woooo. Hahhaa.

Have to study hard, really have to.
Need to make my life more useful to make me happy.
Walked pass that route again, memories flew back like superheros. -.-
Need to get this shitz out of my mind asap.
3 years already omg Qy please do something about it!

Studying tmrw with awesome people.
Aidan Anders Chan etc. :D
Baiiiiiiiix! :)

:)

Met up with Aidan, Rafiq & Wilson at Central on Sunday.
Talked to Rafiq and screamed a him cause he kept on disturbing me. Sorry lol. -.-
Aidan kept on chasing Rafiq with a cockroach and Rafiq ran like a dog.
Wilson and I laughed like mad. Lol!
Little things like this made my day up. Luv them. :)

School to study with Aidan, Anders and Chan.
Ended up using Chan's laptop instead. :)
LJS @ East point after that.
That place reminds me of Thian layleng, hahaha. :)
Rafiq & Zaf came after that!
Talking to them is damn fun. Heh.

They walked me home and certain things happened after that which made me cried when I went back home.
I hope I'll make the right decision when the time comes.
But now I need to study first! This is much more important.

I thought study week lasts for 2 weeks but nooo it's only 1. Nabei to the max. -.-
I can't study alone, need to have someone beside me to keep me focused. Lol.

Gonna study with Adrian, Kimseng & Songhan tomorrow! :)
Have to wake up early, oh goddddd. :(

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Happy birthday Wanyan, went to her bbq yesterday.
Played games and kena forfeit, my face was filled with loads of charcoal.
But it was fun and I really enjoyed myself. :)

Need to study need to study need to study like nowwwwwwww.
Life's really screwed up now. DAMN SCREWED.

I'm doing things that I didn't want to.
I'm living a life I've never wanted to.
What's wrong with me?

I wanna turn back now but I can't.
Everything won't change back to how it used to be anymore.

I'm tired, really tired.
I always don't get the things I want.
You know the feeling when you want something really badly for soooooooo long and you just can't get it?
That feeling really sucks.
I wanna be immune to everything. That's when I won't feel any pain to whatever shitz that falls upon me.
Gonna burst soon, I feel like disappearing from everything and just live alone without having to worry for any shit now.
I'm being fucked. _l_

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Today was worst than yesterday, sigh.
I don't understand why I really don't.
I'm ready to bomb anytime now. :/

I'm trying to get over something which seems impossible for me to.
But I'm trying, trying real hard.
I AM USELESS DAMN FUCKING USELESS.
I kept on telling myself I must be strong but I just kept on crying to sleep over and over again.
Trying to put up a strong front in front of your mates isn't easy.
I'm tired of everything. Real tired..

I even failed my Maths I fucking failed my maths I FAILED MY MATHS.
OF ALL BUT MY BEST SUBJECT SINCE PRIMARY 1. MATHS.
Maybe I should just stay calm and not react to everything.
Not even laughing, just be like a typical quiet girl and do well in my studies.

I really need a listening ear one. A particular one.
Which will only say 'then what you want me to do/don't think too much la'.
These 2 sentences were enough cause I know at least that person's there for me when I need someone. But now, the situation is different..
I'm hoping for everything to go back to the past. Sigh.

Anyway thanks bro for listening to all those stuffs. Love you. :)

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So many things happened for the past few days. Sigh.
How I wish I can change back time. I find myself so silly and useless.
Why can't I just find the courage voice out whats actually going through my mind?
Instead of whining here & there.

Gonna put everything aside and chiong studies till end of main exams.
Don't feel like brooding over such stuffs now.

:)

Yesterday was awesome but someone was so clever that she brought her camera out without a memory card. -cough-

I met up with Aidan @ Tamp library.
Gonna start baking soon hehe. :)
Walked around and I went to Rachel's house to wait for her.

Mrt-ed to Bugis and met up with Diana on the way.
Got my box bag like finally ahhhhhh. Happy like a dog. :):):):):):):) huu huu huu.
Rachel got herself a bag too, and a wig LOL!
She looks like a tranny with the wig, damn funny.

Headed to town after that.
We went to Far East Shopping Centre instead of Plaza.
Was so sick of walking so we cabbed to Plaza instead.
The last time I went to town was with Diana and I didn't contact her for 4 months, how long is that!
Hate to go town, idk why.
Always go there because of far east and thats it.
But I'm going back again to get the shoe omgzz fuck you Rachel LOL!
Anyway Diana went to extend her hair! Look like CAL. Hahahah!

All of them followed me to Hougang after that heh. :)
Played pool and headed home. :)

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Gonna flunk Maths quiz :/ CKT lab test was alright though.
Friends and I went to Mac just to have ice cream today lol.
Weather was hot like shit.
Even the lecture hall was warm. -.-

Friends made an advanced birthday card for me today, thanks many.
I luv how nonsense the card look, lol.
And again I'm Qiuyun not Qiu Yun. Zzz.

I don't understand why my mum still treats me like a kid.
Ask me what time is my class tomorrow cause shes afraid i can't wake up on time, calls me up when my classes finish and stuffs.
Shes nagging me to go bathe now.
I'm reaching 17. ZZZZZZZ.
I'm getting annoyed again and again today.
Perhaps I'm pms-ing.

I'm really determined to do it this time round.
I.must.do.it.

:)

Met up with Rafiq, Jerron, Zaf & headed to Aljunied after school to meet the rest.
Was bored there, tried to study but failed. Environment was screwed up, damn the sun.
Maths quiz and CKT lab test tomorrow, I'm fucked. :/
I had 2 meals of Mac today with Jerron & Rafiq, hahaa.
Saw Jerrer, that chao ah beng, kept on calling me chao ah lian, stupid cab. -.-

My blue black on my legs is omfg ugly.
Thanks to falling down twice during ice skating.
But was worth it, cause I gained alot of laughter hahaha!

I'm feeling real tired now, my face resembles a zombie. -.-
Need to sleep early tonight.
I dread tomorrow's arrival. Zzzz.
Nights people. :)

Joel, Me, Cherine, Shermaine & Aidan.

Was posing for picture and idk for what reason, something made me hit Joel's dick LOL.
Cute right this pic!

Over at Aidan's house now with Rafiq, just had breakfast with Jerron and Rafiq. :)
Laughed like mad. grandmother one leg. Loooool.

Class ended early on Friday, headed to Ivan's house for dota, very long never touch already! Lol.
Headed to central to meet Aliah & Rafiq.
Whitesands after that to meet Jerron and Terence, went to town park to play swing. Fun. Lol!
Had a heart to heart talk with Aliah, love her and her pair of listening ears. :)

Went Kallang on Saturday, class outing!
Went ice skating, was fucking fun. :)
Joel and Weekiat kept on falling down LOL. Damn funnnn.
We held hands and Aidan just chiong infront pulling all of us.
One of them fell down and the rest just lost balance and fell down together lol!
I wanna go there again!

Kfc for dinner, talked about lots of stuffs and I realised some of my classmates are damn cock. Went to Anders's house to slack after that.
Singing next friday with them, can't wait. Love my classmates. :)

Went to meet Jerron, Rafiq and Zaf yesterday to slack.
Talked for damn long and Rafiq kept on farting nonstop lol!
Missed the last bus -.- and Mummy came to fetch me home. :)