:)

Leaving tomorrow, 10pm flight.
Gonna reach there during morning and off to the themepark straight.
OMG can't wait! Hehehe.
Too Bad I got a camera with a sucky LCD screen. -.-
So don't expect nice piccys. :)

Bulldog is over at China now and he called to complain that he don't understand what the people there are talking about.
Haha take this chance to brush up your chinese la dog.
He's not gonna have internet connection or whatever there, even phone reception will be a problem.
Poor thing right lol!

K I'm off to pack stuffs. ^^ takecare guys!

:)

Work today was fun ahha.
Met up with Aidan for lunch.
Met Jesslyn after that and headed to T1 to look for Vanessa. Left after awhile.
Laughed soooo much with her omg.
I nearly puke my food out, kept on coughing non-stop.
Crazy girl LOL. Remember the dead ah pek in the mrt? HAHAHAH.

Went back to work after that, first time working with Derron today and he was really fierce.
There was this table being reserved and when the customer comes I forgot to ask whether they've made a reservation or something.
They wanted to seat at the reserved table and I said no.
But they still sat there and after that Derron called the phone number appeared on the board and shit it's that customer.
I got scolding from him. -.-
Not really scolding but, very fierce la lol!

After that he test me about orders.
He suddenly joke around and became really nice lol!
Learnt so much stuffs from him today.

Bel came after that and we started chit chatting.
Danial & another guy came after that.
Before Danial came into the shop I was trying to act like him and Derron says I''m actually quite bitchy.
Cause during work I'm always like quiet and antisocial? -.-
Then Bel was like 'she is very bitchy'
Danial came in after that and he says my forehead has the word 'bitch' there.

Haha omg people there are really fun.
Yesterday I was thinking 'shit la tmr working with Derron, don't even know him.'
But his actions is really funny.
He shakes drinks like the doll at those old bubble tea stores LOL!
Marcia and me laughed like mad today.

Hahahaha. :) Working tomorrow again.
With Bel and Zaf! Weehoo. :)

By the way this commercial never fails to irritate me.
But I always -_- it and lol at the back part.
Jh says I'm being mind fucked by this song. -.-



Damn irritating..

:)

I woke up really early today.
Played the bball game on Aidan's itouch again omg damn addictive!

Went Simpang to meet Zaf and headed to Eastpoint for lunch.
Then headed back to workplace and had a long talk with Zaf.
After that taught him how to write chinese words.
LOL damn funny, totally fail.

Headed back home and went to E!hub for arcade.
Met up with Terence and took Zaf's stuffs from him.
Then headed back home.

Working full tomorrow.
Somethings I saw at the workplace today makes me feel weird.
Suddenly dread working there. Zzz.

Need to stop looking at someone's photos like now.
Makes me feel so lousy being compared to her.
Tall, pretty and everything. Her figure OMG.
What's wrong with me? I've only seen her photos before and I'm thinking so much.
I THINK IM CRAZY LOL.

Am reading it again and again to wake myself up.
This will be the last time.
Qy tell yourself this repeatedly please.

Right or Wrong?

I did something I didn’t want to.
I said lots of words to hurt someone. I'm really sorry, didn't wanna do this.
I've never felt such pain by just ignoring calls before.
I want something to make me give up on it cause I don’t wanna fall deeper into it.
I want to stop everything.
But doing this kinda of stuffs is really torturing me..

Is it right or wrong to do this?

:)

Managed to survive with 1 meal today.
But I ate half a Hershey's at 10pm. LOL.
And I walked alot while working today!
Hope this lasts. :)

And some silly person ran back to me after biding goodbye.
HAHA silly you.

Baibaibaibai x

:)

Another day spent with my family.
Was really really fun.
Took loads of pictures at hougang.
And there's this guy who sat down so hard on the sofa and a very loud sound came from him LOL.
Yh and me laughed like mad.

Caught toys again hahahah it's damnnnn cute omg.
Spent 14 bucks for 4 of it hehe. ^^

Working tomorrow, something to keep my ass off my house.
:)

:)

Didn't meet up with my bitches today sighhhh.

Went msia with my family instead.
They kept on going around looking at mooncakes for like years. -.-
I got so bored I went to buy 3 Kinder Joy to eat OMG.

Bought a bag hehe.
I remember walking to toilet with Aidan few days ago.
Passed by this shop and I was like 'omg nice *points*'
Then he said 'Yaa! suits you'
But I pulled myself off cause I need to treat dinner that night.
I went around looking for toilet signs lol.
And I found the shop! Hahaha. ^^

Got no giao tor moolahs left for the shirt sigh. :(
Nevermind next time next time!

No plans for tomorrow.
Gonna rot at home I guess.
I wanna meet up with my bitches zzzzzz.

:)

I met up with Aidan for lunch and headed to E!hub.
Then to Tamp to meet Rafiq!
My god hahhaha miss him very much.
Phoebe came to meet us after that and went Mac to talk cock and play UNO using iPhone. -.-

Headed to arcade after that.
Spent alot of money trying to get the PS3 but failed. LOL but it was damn fun ahahha.

Walk around aimlessly with Rafiq after that and headed home to sleep.
Weather was really nice! Was raining heh. :)

I'm still thinking whether to get a Sansa or Cowon s9.
Cowon s9 is nice and good but I'm a retard and I don't know hwo to make full use of it so it'll be useless.
Sansa is small and cute and red (!) but screen is veryyyy small.
Maybe should get Sansa since I've no fate with LCD.
Who knows Cowon's LCD may be faulty within like half a year?
LOL OMG it's scaring me.

And I'm gonna start twitter soon cause school's starting in a month and I don't think I'll have that much time to blog. Will use twitter to do little small updates. :)

And I just found 3 book borrowed from the library and the due date is on 10th September fuck.
WHY AM I SO FORGETFUL ARGH.

By the way my previous post is so meaningful right!
Can't stop reading it again and again heh.
Gotta sleep early today, my eyes resembles a panda. :(

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You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aint either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold on to her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking of you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there. " -Bob Marley

in pain.

I tried really hard to please her, really really hard.
I usually keep things to myself but I tried so hard to hint him this time round.
But everything seems to be not going the right way.
I don't wanna do so cause I know it will hurt me alot.
But I need to respect her. Really need to.
But I don't wanna hurt myself. The thoughts of me doing so made me cried like a mad fucker during the bus ride home just now.
But I don't want this to continue.
I'm feeling really helpless now.
It's just a week and it's ending soon..

need.to.stop.crying.
and perhaps lose some weight.
No not some, alot.

:)

I just met up with Jesslyn for Popeyes.
That girl is so independant now omg she hardly takes money from parents!
I need to learn from her.

She's in a bad mood too.
Had long talks and spammed food.
Really need to lose weight.
But it's not a good time cause things pretty screwed up now and I need lots of food to de-stress.
& I just ate tons of chocolates.

Realised I hasn't been meeting up with my friends nowadays.
Need to do some catching up with them! Wonder how they're doing and their GPA!
Mine was 2.41 fuck it. -.-

I miss my bitches alot.
& takecare girl, follow your heart too. :)

:)

COMEX finally ended omg yay.
Damn tiring but i met great people. :)

Sold 16 laptops for 4 days which was really bad sales.
Aidan sold 14 in a day. -_-
The money he earn for the 4 days is almost 2 times of mine.
Im so lousy. -.-

Feeling really really tired now.
Gonna sleep soon. Baiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

:)

Working yesterday was superrrr tiring.
Gonna chiong later. :)

Passed my exams. :D
And Mommy bought a netbook from me yesterday HAHA.
And Kiat passed me something yesterday.
Thanks alot hahaha it's damn cute.

PEOPLE WHO NEEDS ACER LAPPY COME AND BUY FROM ME PLEASE TYVM.

Should I get itouch?

:)

Work today was tiring like maddd. -_-
Bel bought cupcakes for me! :) :)

4 days of work starts tomorrow.
Gonna chiong for moolahs. :)

I hope i can starve myself from tomorrow onwards.
I'm reaching the 'omfg nooooo' weight already. -_-

I did something I didn't do for the whole of last month haha and I'm feeling happy.

09-09-09, I made a decision on something on that date, didn't realise it's that date till Janel told me! Haha.
I hope I won't regret on that decision.
And thanks sis. You are very cute and very bhb. :)

Rachel's birthday chalet is tomorrow and I cannot go sighhh.
I'm missing out sooo much fun, and foood LOL.

HAVE TO WAKE UP AT 8 TMR OMGZZZZZ

:)

Brought Aidan to Bugis for Curry chicken yesterday. :)
Went Jurong, and back to Bugis after that to meet Candice and James.
James was damn funny I swear, he kept on coming out with wtfbbq ideas which made me LOL like mad.
Back to CGH to visit A's Mum and then home.

Dad's sick. A's mum is in the hospital. D's grandfather just passed away.
So many stuffs happening.

I stayed at home to take care of Dad today.
Mum asked me to cook porridge for him.
But he drove me to 85 to eat my fav porridge instead. LOL.
Accompanied Aidan & Marcia during their work break.
I'm so nice. :D

Working tomorrow with 2 strangers. o.o
Working for COMEX on thurs to sun.
Omgxzxs gonna be soso tired.
But I see moolahs coming innnn heh. :D
Second time working for fair.
How I wish the same thing will happen again omg.
NAH KIDDINGGGGG. No qy tell yourself you're over that please.

I'm feeling really confused now. :/
I have alot of 'what if?' inside my head.
What if this, what if that. Lol. -.-
But I still have to make a decision right?
Sis told me before to follow my heart.
But if I do, I have a feeling I'm gonna make someone smile later. LOL.
But I don't wanna make use of people.
Bad karma tsk.

My stomach is screaming for food AGAIN. -_-

:)

Work again today, nearly full house.
Boss was around for quite some time and it was really stressful. -.-
Simpang after that with Aidan, Chan, Syl and ZJ, supper again, ha.

Headed to Simei for awhile and headed home.

Job training tomorrow @ Jurong OMG. Major sian ness.
I'm having hiccups argh so irritating.
K byeeeeee :)

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Another day spent with my family.
Best part was heart to heart talks with Sis.
I told her everything, seriously everything that I was thinking for the past few weeks.

I was moody for the whole day cause I was fucked by my phone bills.
No one understands me, no one.. No one knows what I really want.
NO one knows what I'm thinking.
I just want someone who understands me really really well to be always there for me.
Is it possible?

Feeling happy a day and down another day, this is going on and on.
Felt so loved and happy yesterday but just hours of shit stuffs today spoilt everything.
I'm tearing while typing this, idk whats happening.
Sigh tonight is gonna be a hard night for me.

:)

Arcade yesterday with Chan, Marcia & Zaf before work. Fun. Hahhaa. :)
Marcia is a hardcore fan of Show Luo.
She got 4 hoodies LOL crazy girl.
And she kept on disturbing me! Whenever she smiles to me it will reminds me of something lol.

Simpang for supper and Crossfire after that with Aidan, Chan & Zaf.
So long since I touched dota. :)
Then we walked home, Zaf killed countless of cockroaches and Chan kept on repeating his IC number LOL!
Inside joke ahhaha. :) Long walks are fun!
Reached home around 4am.

Went Tamp Mall with Aidan today, saw Samuel.
Finally replaced my wallet yay. Veriiii colourfoo, I like. (Y)
Had Frolicks, omg I'm missing the honey stars already!

Headed to Marina square for dinner & window shopping.
Ended up saying OMG and pulled Aidan into a shop and bought er, 5 items heh. :D
I was looking for it for real long la omg. Me ishh happy girl. ^^ LOL
Saw this at action city and I fell in love with it.
LOL cute right I noticed it when I know her name is secret.
Like, she can keep my secret or something lol, I can imagine myself talking to her everynight.
But I'm 17 already lol. But it's cute right! and the meaning is there!

Funan after that for job briefing.
Need to go Jurong for another one on Monday sigh. :(
Then headed to Esplanade for awhile. Aidan kept on looking at a hardcore couple LOL.

Back to Ehub to look for Mommy!
She spent 35 bucks at the arcade and came back with sweets and a soft toy lol.
Omg the money, I could've gotten something.. ARGH AIDAN YOU KNOW IT RIGHT.

Supper againzzz and headed home.
Msia trip tmr. ^^ Eating spreeeeee lol.
Fats fats fats haunt qiuyun gogo!
K I'm mad lol, I'm happy today! :) Bye!

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It really really hurts to lose someone.
I'm losing you very soon, or have I lost you already? I don't know.
I only know I don't want any of that to happen but no matter what I do, I can't get back the same you anymore.
Even if I do, there will be something missing in between us.
I don't show it out but I've to admit I do mind losing you alot.
I've tried doing alot of things to put this behind me but the more I try to forget the more I tend to think about it. Sigh.
I'm really really tired.

Can someone invent time adjusting machine?
I wanna turn back the time.

Fuck I'm spamming food again.

:)

Boring day at home.
I've been coughing real badly today. Chest sibeiiii pain. :/

Met up with my relatives on Sunday.
I saw Kaili and Kian! Omg so long since I've last met Kian.
Played a Maths card game with Kian and he won every match.
Kept on saying 'Poly student lose to Normal tech one' then shake his head.
Lol. -____-

Kaili passed me a present!
She drew a handmade card which I luvvvvvvv it alot alot alot.
And a cross stitch! Omg I really wanna know how she do it man.



Look at the card! Hahaha.



Is she sweet or what? :) Love you sis!

Work yesterday was really slack, Bel and Syl was really nice haha.
Said wrong things to customers and drop stuffs while serving food LOL.
But they didn't blame me. :)
Working with Chan & Zaf this Thursday yay! :D

Anyone has a printer? I need to print something but my printer is screwed up now. :(