ad com lab now (:
i cant stop laughing .
yes laughing .
if some of you get wad i mean =/

thanks DOROTHY, th necklace is nice !
from morning until now, we still haven talk .
i want to say sorry to you bud how to?
in this kind of situation how to?
how long will this continue? ):
can i cry again?

its always like that .
when im in troubled, den i realised how many ppl actually cared for me .
isn't that a good thing?
i find that i should really look on th positive side to cheer myself up .
nd i agree with wad you said .
no point crying over someone,
who dont even care about your feelings,
who dont even
give a damn about whether you cry anot .
who dont even worth your tears .

so many ppl have been consoling me for th past few days .
thanks alot guys (:
im much better =/

& DOROTHY !
shes giving me a necklace with my name on it tmr .
aww, isnt she nice?
i've been in th same class with her for 3 to 4 months already .
din really talk much with her before .
bud she bought something for me just to cheer me up .
thanks alot .

SATURDAY
went to eastpoint to eat with relatives around 2 plus .
den went to arcade nd stuffs .
den went home to take something .
den went to marineparade to eat ad arnd 7 plus .
den uncle came to fetch us to marina bay .
talked to KAILI about some stuffs .
thanks girl for cheering me up (:
den 2 plus went home .

TODAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVAN QUEKKKKKK [:
stupid marble ! x)

went to eastpoint ad 5 plus to eat .
den went to arcade .
den went to ntuc .
did somethings again x=
den went home .

no mood to blog bye.

im alright guys (:

THURSDAY
was raining so i was damn cold in sku .
plus im sick .
so i wore MARTIN's jacket during physic .
i mean when we pon physics -.-
he took it back before recess .
bud when i reach class, forget it .
FORGET IT .
fucker .

cried in class, nd stuffs .
during assembly clean tables .
i scrap my table, to vent anger .
ZHIWEI noticed it, nd he came to help me .
thanks daddy (:

after sku went for detention .
den i was okay again .
i dont know why bud it seems like i can forgive him easily -.-
laughed damn much during detention .
thanks to NICOLAS la !
kip on saying pervert things .
den i ask him someone chio not .
den he say wa piang eh !
i see her i canot steam .
my lan itchy somemore .
LOL !

detention till 3 .
bud i stayed till 4 to wait for SOMEONE.
bud guess wad?
i dont wanna blog it down .
since you say im giving you ATTITUDE .
i know i have serious attitude problem .
bud i SWEAR . I SWEAR you're th person whom i tolerate MOST .
MOST .
look ad how often i give DIANA attitude .
nd look ad how often i give you attitude
you should know .

went home nd cried for a total of 2 hours .
thanks to those who knew im crying nd tried their best to console me .
especially ZHIWEN, ZHIWEI, SMELLYPIG .
i really appreciate that (:

i guess getting a barney for my birthday is impossible now .
can i cry? ),=

FRIDAY
woke up damn early thanks to ZHIWEI .
haha (:
english paper 1 was alright .
my compo i chose question 5 .
about an occasion when your relationship with your friend suffer strains nd how you save th bond back
something like that .
nd i wrote about someone .
753 words, im mad .
nd im crying while writing th compo .
fuck la .

recess was damn moody .
thanks JESSLYN & DIANA for trying their best to cheer me up heh .
paper 2 was alright .
chiong till hands nearly break -.-

after sku went to airport with DIANA, JESSLYN, RACHEL, ZHIWEI & CHEUKMAN
i ask CHEUKMAN to go de :D
cos i wanna play his hp game x=
i was damn dizzy when i was in th bus luhs .
nd i lost my hp pouch . grrr*
reached nd took th skytrain .
kept on saying lame things nd make myself laugh .
i guess some of you can see that my laughters were all. so. fake .
forget it .
went to macs nd ate
i was so engross in CHEUKMAN's hp game nd when all of dem finish their food,
i still have half of my fried nd my burger left .
LOL .
den tried to study bud failed .
kept on laughing with DIANA .
lols !
took 3 hours to finish it my meal -.-

den went to another place to study .
laughed damn much .
all nv study -.-
ZHIWEI & RACHEL kept on playing with their hp
DIANA & JESSLYN kept on talking .
den CHEUKMAN was damn pekchek cos i dun understand de game .
den he have to kip on teaching nd teaching .
ha !

den took pics .
i have 180 pics for today . -.-
den went home .
on th way back i kept on playing with XINYI's jacket .
tie it around my head .
nd i walk around terminal 2 with th jacket .
LOL !
7 plus went to take mrt .
den walked home with JESSLYN (:

i love you guys so much luhs .
although ZHIWEI was so quiet as hes not very close to dem .
i tried my best to pei him cos i know he followed us cos of some reasons (:
im alright la daddy (:

&, sorry WILSON . =/

i just finish crying .
nd im feeling so much better now .
thanks to WILSON, ZHIWEI & ZHIWEN .
nd of cos DIANA too (:

i talking to DIANA, ZHIWEI & ZHIWEN now :D
happy happy happy .

ohya, WILSON my dearest ! (:

im dead !
tmr is english sa, nd im here blogging ;D
who cares about exams?
maybe you care, bud i dont bloody care ;D

GOOD LUCKS TO EVERYONE FOR MYE (:

shall blog tmr?

nd i cried in class today .
fuck shit .
forget it .
so wad if you like her?
that dosen't give you to have th right to stop me from hating her .
nd YOU, YOU are th one who made me hate her .
dont ask me why, ask yourself .

nd once again, THANKS ZHIWEN (:

sku sucks like mad today !
was late in th morning .
nd i nv expect MARTIN to be waiting for me ad th bustop (:
i thought he went with JESSLYN le .

went back to class nd had maths .
just walk to my seat niah .
den Mrs Ng say thoese who nv do homework will get a marker poke from her .
den she came to me nd I HAVEN EVEN SIT DOWN LA .
den she use marker pok my hand liao . -.-

ME, CHEUKMAN & LEONARD bullied RACHEL during chinese lessons .
ate up all her chocolates (:
den RACHEL left 1 mentos nd 1 rabbit sweet .
nd rabbit sweet is my favourite !
so RACHEL gave LEONARD th mentos .
den he say he wan rabbit sweet .
den i slipt it into 2 nd give him -.-
den he give me half of his mentos also . LOLS !'

den when theres only 2 chocolates left, CHEUKMAN ask me to take one .
den we did th stupid wedding thing .
you know when ppl got married nd dey drink th thingy
they have to cross arms?
lols den CHEUKMAN ask me to cross arms with him nd eat th chocolate .
L.A.M.E

after sku had maths EC .
bud went to tm with DIANA first .
den met EMILY & VERONICA .
den went to foodcourt to eat .
den went to ntuc to buy sweets *evil smiles
if some of you get wad i mean ehhe .

den went back to sku for EC .
EC starts ad 2.30 .
bud arnd 3 i still ad canteen .
den CHANPENG ask why am i still dere den .
den i say dunno nd he give me stupid face -.-
talked to LEONARD about some stuffs .
LEONARD is sucha niceeee person (:

den went for EC .
den waited outside sku with DIANA for her dad to come .
for some reasons MARTIN left .
dont wanna talk about it .
pekchek is th only word i can say now .
den after tt DIANA's dad send me home .
her dad nd fails to make me laugh luhs ! (:


chatting with ZHIWEI in msn now .
damn fun !
i seem to trust him so much luhs .
its like, i told him almost everything about my past .
which only a few people know .
DADDY ! (:

Ma[0] fly towards our goal xD s-r0ck - Saga says:
go back when wor ?
ai yoyo

qiuyun; if only i could get back ... again. i'll be very, very contented (: says:
ask me?
i should be th one asking you !
i anytime also can !

Ma[0] fly towards our goal xD s-r0ck - Saga says:
huh
i mean yur nick ar

qiuyun; if only i could get back ... again. i'll be very, very contented (: says:
LOL
i thought you ask me when go back cz
-.- -.- -.-

Ma[0] fly towards our goal xD s-r0ck - Saga says:
LOL !!!

qiuyun; if only i could get back ... again. i'll be very, very contented (: says:
LMAO

Ma[0] fly towards our goal xD s-r0ck - Saga says:
sho ?
yur nick ?

qiuyun; if only i could get back ... again. i'll be very, very contented (: says:
):
past le

Ma[0] fly towards our goal xD s-r0ck - Saga says:
ai yoyo
dun sad
xD

qiuyun; if only i could get back ... again. i'll be very, very contented (: says:
i know you still love me
x=

Ma[0] fly towards our goal xD s-r0ck - Saga says:
yup yup
hahas

qiuyun; if only i could get back ... again. i'll be very, very contented (: says:
o.O

Ma[0] fly towards our goal xD s-r0ck - Saga says:
LOL

i still love you too daddy (:

stupid DIANA -.-

nv blog since last thursday .
nd due to my STM, you dont expect me to rmb everything right?
(:

THURSDAY
PE was damn fun !
whole class had shuttle run nd i laugh damn much lohs .
laugh until i run 14 sec + LOLS .
i cover face nd run -.-

din bother to retake or wad ever shit . (:
as if i care luhs !

assembly was damn sian .
although im sitting beside DIANA bud we din talk much .
cos Ms Santha was standing right behind us for th whole assembly programme -.-

after sku went coffeeshop eat .
MARTIN insisted not to eat cos hes full .
bud i rmb him telling me hes hungry cos he nv eat for breakfast .
so ME & JACYLN surprised him by buying his favourite food ad th coffeeshop .
(:

after tt went home .
mum bought chicken rice .
nd i rmb having chicken rice for recess nd lunch .
den of cos i skip th dinner luhs -.-
den DADDY called me nd ask whether i eat alrdy not .
den i say no .
nd guess wad he say?
'you want chicken rice?'
i was like -_- nd hang up th phone .

CHICKEN RICE DAY AH? -_-

FRIDAY
maths was damn sian as usual .
cos i bloody dun bother abt wad hes tching .
why bother when i dun even understand his wad hes talking ? -.-

art was fun ad usual (:
sat with MARTIN, DIANA & ZHIWEI
laughed damn much .
nd ZHIWEI took a video of me when i was crazying .
bloody hell ! ):

ate damn loads of sweets .
all given by ZHIWEI (:
ate 8 in 1 go .
plus one lollipop .
im mad :D

after tt went to DIANA's cousin hse to take black shirt .
cos theres speech day today nd i bought everything ! bud my black tshirt -.-
so went nd went baq to sku eat .

den went into sku .
nd DIANA actually stayed to watch .
cos she dowan go home -.-
den went to th library .
EEXUAN & GUILING was there !
WE GOSSIPED DAMN MUCH .
i love both of dem damn much luhs !
SAMPATS (: (:

den was late for band -.-
prepared everything nd blahblah .
den AMIN talked to me .
say wad i can start to pump th band le ;D
fun fun fun x=
den DALILA wasn't here tdy .
den Mrs Ng ask me to in charge . -.-

den stand ouside general office for 30 mins .
just because we have to wait for th guest of honour to come .
den when he arrive, we play 1 min niah den go off le -.-

den stayed in sku with DIANA in sku till 8 plus .
LAUGHED DAMN MUCH !
den kip on da bao food .
alot of things actually happened so i wont bother to blog it down .
I LOVE DIANA LUHS ! (:

SATURDAY
went out ad 7?
uncle came nd fetch me .
den i realise WEIJIAN wasn't with us .
den uncle went baq to home to fetch him again -.-

den went to marine parade for th steamboat .
im like WEIJIAN's maid la .
kip on asking me to cook for him nd help him take food .
BLOODY HELL CHUAWEEKIAN YOU SUCKS (:
went to ntuc to ahem a damn big packet of m&m (:
$4.10 leh ! siaosiao ! LOLS !

den went to marina bay .
played pool, den was damn tired .
so i complained nd all of us went home =p

WEIJIAN ! i dont bloody believe you .
you dare you go put lohs .
nd see how much will i hate you (:
I DARE YOU .

SUNDAY
went to bugis with mum, aunt, ahma & kailing .
saw alot of ppl dere .
10 plus went home .

MONDAY
was damn tired today !
every sucks like shit .
after sku went to TM with JACYLN, CHENGHOO & IVAN .
tried to look for some presents bud failed .
den went home .

TODAY
laughed damn much with HUITING in class .
she kept on singing th damn funny song nd making th stupid face -.-
i agree with XINYI .
every since she sits beside me, shes getting more & more retarded LOL !
although shes retarded, bud i still love her okay ! :D

after sku waited for JACYLN for her detention to finish .
MARTIN actually wanted to go home bud i asked him to pei me (:
nd he made me LAUGH OUT LOUD LA .
he dance th -.- nvm

den AHTAY came down nd KEPT ON BULLYING ME .
kip chase me with th metal thingy .
den i scream outside general office .
den use 2 books nd pok my neck T.T
den rest arm on my shoulders
I KNOW IM SHORT OKAY ):

after tt went home (:



DIANA ! im waiting for your calllll (:

HELLO QIUYUN IM DIANA (:

im so tired .
nd theres still speech day tmr .
nd i'll have to bring my band uni to sku .
wtf wtf wtf .

how i wish i can have a good sleep now .
24 hours non stop . -.-

i cant bear to see th seniors leave band you know .
especially KAIJING ):
i'll miss him damn much luhs .

im having difficulties looking for Barney's Theme song luhs .
i wanna download nd put it into my hp x)
bud canot find .
yes thats how crazy i am :D
i love barney alot luhs ! x)

i actually recite th whole song can !
BUD I CANT BLOODY FIND TH MP3 for that -.-

HERE !

Barney is a dinosaur from our imagination
And when he's tall he's what we call a dinosaur sensation
Barney's friends are big and small they come from lots of places
after school they meet to play and sing with happy faces
Barney shows us lots of things, like how to play pretend
ABC's, and 123's and how to be a friend
Barney comes to play with us whenever we may need him
Barney can be your friend too if you just make-believe him!

:D

i actually asked DIANA if she mind if i change my blog song to this .
nd she say she dont mind .
bud i know a whole lot f you wont like it .
so, nevermind =/

thanks ZHIWEN (:

Jasmine, says:
weeee!!!
3 cheers
for QY
=)

ahtootyun, im retarded [: says:
(:

Jasmine, says:
its shocking. unexpectedly. but not a bad decision.

ahtootyun, im retarded [: says:
why not a bad decision?
i have serious attitude problem .
nd th whole band knows it .

Jasmine, says:
believe in urself.

ahtootyun, im retarded [: says:
den i asked mrs ng why me

Jasmine, says:
amin think u can . i think u can.

ahtootyun, im retarded [: says:
its so obvious th dm will be dalila

Jasmine, says:
both of u have potential.

ahtootyun, im retarded [: says:
thats wad mrs ng told me
she say 'i see you as a very naughty girl'
with no dicipline
bud
*CENSORED =p
you have potential
cos you can scold ppl very well
without feeling guilty
nd with a very fierce face
with this, i know you can lead th band well
den i was like -_-

Jasmine, says:
u must help the band..

ahtootyun, im retarded [: says:
dalila too .
nd she can help more
her drills are good

Jasmine, says:
i dun think she can scold

ahtootyun, im retarded [: says:
LOL
i also canot
im too soft hearted x=

Jasmine, says:
last time i oso cannt.
but end up. i so fierce

ahtootyun, im retarded [: says:
you believe i canot?
seniors i also scold liao
x=

Jasmine, says:
u always scold ppl wad.

ahtootyun, im retarded [: says:
.

Jasmine, says:
ya.
u oso got scold me
no meh? x=

ahtootyun, im retarded [: says:
have
rizwan, amin, quiling, aaron
all have
-.-
peijun also

Jasmine, says:
u or dalila get the post. im oso fine with it.

ahtootyun, im retarded [: says:
kaijing dun have
bud its obvious th seniors like dalila more .

Jasmine, says:
both of u have different good point.
dun care the leaders prefer who. u should show us that u can be a leader

ahtootyun, im retarded [: says:
bud i dont like to control people =/


i bet you guys dont know wad JASMINE & ME were talking about .
yes, th dm part .
read on nd you'll understand .

met DIANA ad sku gate today .
maths was damn sian .
cos Mr Viney was th one teaching .
aiya, dont know how to spell his name luhs .

chem was fun .
MARTIN was damn moody after we talked about some stuffs .
cheer up kay (:

geog got baq test papers .
as expected, 1/15 (:
who cares~
im not th study&study&study kind of person .
unless someone tells me to study luhs ;D
bud i did listen to MARTIN nd studied my ss okay !
OKAY .

physics presented our project .
i was carrying AMARAN's bag for th whole period of physics .
during th presentation also LOLS .
hes so damn tall luhs .
den when i take his bag th end of th bag actually reached my knee cap there -.-

after sku went to TM & CS with JACYLN .
walked arnd nd went to have lunch ad long john (:
den met SHENN, nd went baq to sku together for th pizza treat (:

ad first Mrs Ng announced th probation posts for th sec 3s .
IVAN, CHENGHOO, JACYLN, SUIE, JEROME & ME all got post .

SECTION LEADERS .
Clarinet- Cassandra
Flute- Siewmin
Saxophone- Dalila
French Horn- Jerome
Tuba & Euphonium- Suie
Trombone- me
Cornet- Jacyln
Percussion- Dorothea

LEADERS
Quarter Master- Chenghoo, Cher, Cassandra
Uniform IC- Nadiah, Sharifah
Nco- Jacyln, Ivan, Faeez, Fatin, Natasha
Secretary- Suie, Siewmin
Band Major- Jerome
Drum Major- Dalila, me

th rest i forgot le .
everyone cheered when Mrs Ng announce out th names .
bud when she said there will be 2 probation drun majors, FAEEZ was damn happy .
bud Mrs Ng said DALILA, nd... QIUYUN .
everyone was so damn shocked .
i myself was shocked too .

its like .
th whole band knows my attitude sucks,
knows how often i scold th seniors nd disrespect them .
den almost all of dem was like talking about this thingy .
like WHY DEY CHOOSE QIUYUN ?
as if i know?

Mrs Ng talked to me .
den JASMINE & AMIN talked to me also .
AMIN asked me to work hard for it if i really want to .
cos its a post that alot of ppl are striving for .
so if i have a chance, why not strive for it?
aiya alot of things happen la .
i dont want it to be like this la .

being a drum major is wad i wanted when im sec 1 .
bud after my attitude change, im not even thinking about it .
cos it's like . impossible .
bud what happened today?
this proves that miracles do happen .

someone asked me to do it for that person .
althought DALILA is a very strong competitor,
i'll try my best . (:

East View Secondary School,
BRONZE .
i've never, never expected that .
at least i did my best nd i've got no regrets .
this is my one nd only SYF .
nd wad i got baq is a bronze .

no more syf from today onwards .
unless i get into a JC, which is totally impossible .
why cant we just get a fking silver?
nvm, like wad PEIPEI said .
ad leave we've enjoyed ourselves, nd we did our best .
its enough .

although i didn't see some ppl cry today, bud i know deep in their hearts they're crying .
nd of cos i cried .
only when i left th hall .
when im in th hall only JACYLN cried .
i was like . wad for cry ?
like, if we cry we'll get silver?
bud when i walk out of th hall with a bronze, i just kanot control luhs .
nd i cried ):

i wanna run to th beach now to scream my lungs out .
thats wad i always do when im troubled .
that explains why i can scream so loud .
cos i always train -.-

thanks for all those who smsed me good luck nd console me .
i'll be alright in a few hours time .
ima crazy girl rmb?
i'll be as cheerful like last time tmr (:


ok lets blog .
went to sku tdy nd blahblah .
i was damn, bloody nervous luhs .
JACYLN also -.-

practise nd blahblah .
den arnd 10 went up to th canteen .
was intending to look for DINOSAUR nd THIANLAYLENG .
bud canot find .
so went baq to th sac with IVAN =/

practise den went up to th bus .
sat with JACYLN nd both of us were damn nervous -.-
den when we reach, OMG LUHS .
-.-

PEIPEI shook hands with th whole band .
bud she hugged ME & KAIJING . (((:
*someone must be jealous x=*

den when we walk onto th stage, my whole body trembling . =/
den when set piece start KAIJING nv play .
cos his lips dry .
den i was like WAD HAPPENED?
den alot of things happened luhs .
den Mr Goh kip on saying good, good .
cos he dowan us to worry ma =/

den went for interval .
bought sanwiches .
den my mum suddenly came -.-
den talk awhile niah she went off le .
den went into th hall to listen to other band's performance .
den ME & JACYLN sit together .
den kip on bio boys LOLS .
den end up th most shuai one sit in front of us LOLS .
den we kip on disiao him .
nd laugh damn loud .
den he was giving a damn paiseh look .
den kip on smiling -.-
den ME & JACYLN continue laughing . lols .

den when gg to announce result,
i bend down nd kept on saying 'silver, silver, silver, silver'
den that person announce bronze .
i heard JACYLN crying so i quickly bend up nd concole her .
damn sad luhs .
den both of us stopped laughing =/

went up th bus again .
ME, CHENGHOO, IVAN & JACYLN sat ad th back row .
den 3 of us kept on tickling IVAN LOLS .
den he kept on laughing until he no strength . LOL !
den AMIN talked to us nd stuffs .
although we got a bronze, Mrs Ng, Ms Leon nd Ms Ang is gg to treat th whole band pizza tmr (:

den went to mondi nd stuffs .
den went back home .
no one is ad home now .
nd im talking to DIANA on th phone now ((:
i love you luhs bestfriend (: