End of the horrible week of school. I have to wake up much earlier than usual everyday. :(
But I spent time with L everyday after school! Hahahah. :D
Swensens on Thurs! Someone felt loved right? :)

Minds Cafe on Fri with Anders, Ky & L! Taboo & Gesstures was fucking fun.
I LOVE looking at how Anders act, epic shit HAHA I lol-ed like mad!
And our forfeit PAWN, L danced Wondergirl's Nobody at Minds cafe's entrance, Anders did some sexy dance and I talked to a plant for 1 minute.
The guy beside the plant was laughing at me lor, sibei paiseh. -.-
Ajisen for dinner after that, I had volcano again as usual. (Y)
Went to slack after that and then went back simei with L.
Bloody ass disturbed me like mad. :(

Weekends was spent with families as usual.





Alike? Just that my face much rounder. Lol. Hahahha love her muchiee! Cope well with your studies & please forget bout your stupid taurus my dear capricorn!

Went Ikea today to have hotdogs & bought my stringggg sweet. :)
School at 3 tmrw, but still have to sleep early cause I'm meeting L tmrw in the morning, hahaha!
Miss that bum so much!

Watched How to Train Your Dragon yesterday!
Awesome show, the dragon is damn cute. :)

Then we took neoprints HAHA! His first neoprint taken. Suaku!
Thanks for making me so happy on this day. :)

Watched Date Night today with L & Anders.
Damn nice & mad funny! Hahahhaa.
Went mac to chit chat & all as usual.

Then went back to simei to have talks with L again. Feels nice. :)

School again sigh, 9 to 7. Fuck school seriously.
MINDS CAFE ON FRIDAY WHO WANTS TO GO?

I didn't sleep last night, was dreading school's arrival. :(
I was so bored I went to cut my fringe short by a little.

Met up with L at 8 for breakfast & headed to change our CDS.
Went lunch @ TM Swensens with Anders Ky Joel Jw & Wk.

Headed back to school after that.
& I can sum up everything in a word: Horror

I HATE SCHOOL NABEI.
TMR STARTS AT 8 WTFFFF!

Came back home & find my fringe irritating & I cut it again.
BANGZ YO KAILI I'M IN YOUR GANG NAO.

Got presents from L today, Happy monthsary. :) Use your present please!
Haha thanks for the accessories & the very very long letter. Ilyyyyyyyyy. :)

K I'VE TO SLEEP NIGHTS ALL!

I spent 70 ytd, 20+ on cab lor fml, so I still spend less than 50 I'm a good girl. :)
Nigel's bbq at night, pit 65, at the END of the park.
Cab to the end already still have to walk damn far zzzz. Everyone that came to the pit will give Nigel a scolding first, damn funny. And some guys pluck some stupid fire thingo from the shop next to Summer and the person came to look for us & make police report. -_-
Home after that, met quite a number of nice people there. :)

Woke up by Chan's call today & met him @ EP to catch up!
Accompanied him to FH & some staff couldn't make it last minute & boss asked me whether I wanna work. ^^
I got to know so much stuffs from my colleagues man. :)

Gonna head to bed now. Waking up in 5 hours time for school. :(
But I'm gonna see L so heeeeeeee :) Nights all!

The rp dogs pon school today & we headed to Js's house for rockband & dota.
Lose 3 rounds straight thanks to Jh, keep lag and make us dulan spoil our mood.
But overall it was fun. :)

Feeling bored all alone now. At times like this, alot of things will run through my mind.
After so long, yeah I have to admit that I'm still thinking bout the past, how stupid I was to make that decision months ago which changed my life so much.
Really regretted making that choice, neglected so many of my friends and drift apart from them.
Lied to my mum for months too. :/ Who else to blame but myself?

I hate myself for going against my heart, for forcing myself to like something that I didn't in the first place. Was I making use of someone? I don't know myself either. If it is, I got my retribution I guess? I wasn't in love at all, cause I was still in my previous trap all along.. I did admit, I didn't keep it to myself. & I wasn't like any other girl in a r/s, I don't send sweet texts & all. I have no mood to dress up automatically on dates. I said I was different. But now I realised it's all excuses? & I kept on getting back again & again just because I'm too used to it. Wtf is wrong with me seriously. -.-

No one knows the whole story except for L that has been always there for me since the start of it. He knows every shits I faced through during that period. Please stop calling me stupid. :)

Now I'm all different hahaha. :) I'll send nice texts all of a sudden cause I got the urge to idk why either! Heh. & I'm smiling everyday to sleep now. & I'm also wondering when we'll start quarreling just like you do. Hahaha. :)

School's starting next Mon. Damn sad. :(
But tues is coming heh. I'm gonna learn how to train my dragon on tues! :)

Heading out with bestfriend tmrw. I need to limit myself to 50 bucks. Just 50 qy. PLEASE.