For you.

My little brother just suffered from a huge heartbreak so I though this little post here could cheer him up. :)
No matter who throws you aside, takes you for granted, makes you feel empty, kaili & me will always be here.
& even if the world hates you, we'll love you with every single strength we've got.

Remember how you used to be my punching bag whenever I need someone?
Same goes for you. Whenever you need comfort I'll always be here.

如果我给你两毛钱，你可以笑一个吗？ ^^

Nostalgic.

It has been awhile since I last went to sleep with a smile on my face. Changed my pillow case just now cause it's causing pimples on my face. I looked at it, & recalled how much tears I've shed on it.

Couldn't get to sleep after that. But I didn't wanna bother you do I lied that I'm sleeping. Sorry.

Anyway, I decided to on my computer to re-read my chatlogs.

I deleted everyone's except for yours. & reading it makes me feel both happy & sad.
Happy reading all the sweet stuffs & us fighting over who loves who more & sad over the fact that things between us isn't the same anymore.

Ever since both of us gotten smartphones, our conversations online seems to be lesser. We talk on msn once every few months? How pathetic is that?

I too, am very amazed at how ridiculous I've became through the past year. Sorry for being so temperamental. I need to change myself.

I miss how we fight everyday, for the fun of it cause we were never serious. I miss you having the will to plan for outings. I miss doing nothing with you & being very happy. I miss sitting down with you at our usual place & having heart to heart talks. When was the last time we did that?

Why can't love stay the same? Or rather, why can't people remain & never change?

Can we both work hard together & get back to how we used to be?

I miss us.

Another emotional night.

Just finished filming my drama. Glad that it ended.

Homecooked spaghetti + nuggets with b today. :)
Was raining super heavily I was stuck at the void deck for an hour because b didn't reply my texts. You remember this!!

Nex again for arcade. Been there since Sunday & tmrw I'll be going there for movie. Official nex-ter.

Okay sleeping now. Thank you for your listening ears my friend. :) goodnight.

Blogging again before I sleep.
Just came back from Nex for the fishing game. Been visiting there for 4 consecutive days already. I love visiting the pet safari right beside the arcade. Theres 1 particular hamster that is realllllllly cute. :) keeps jumping around & has really large eyes!
Speaking of hamsters, did I mention about losing 13 hamsters for the past 2 months? The thoughts of it makes me wanna tear. But thank god I have 1 left. & she's my favorite. :) she's turning 1 in a month's time!

Yesterday(before 12am) marks the end of my intern!!! Whoopwhoop ^^ felt damn happy when I left office cause I really dread squeezy morning train rides to lavender & walking under the sun for 5 mins to reach office.

But now I kinda miss it. :( I miss taking free Milo almost every other day downstairs, I miss the canteen's fish soup. The banmian & VERY NICE carrot cake at JTC!!!! I realized I only miss the food there. I'm such a glutton.

Boss treated us japanese buffet lunch today at Momiji @ City Square Mall! Left will a bulging stomach. Damn fullllllll!

Going back to school next week, can't wait!!! I miss design school's chicken chop. I'm talking about food again. Hahaha.

& tmrw I'm gna cook with nut. FOOD AGAIN WOOOOO. Fat die me.

Okay I'm sleeping now to recharge for tmrw. Hope it's fun!

Updates

1st of august, was a memorable day. Cause I cried so hard in front of my boyfriend. & ended up rubbing all my mucus on his face & laughing like a total retard. Which cheered me up a lot hahaha. I know you hate it when things get onto your face.. So thank you for allowing me to do that.

Today, I got a hair cut. 20 cm gone. The last time I had such a haircut was, 4 years ago. :( heart ache.
Watched bridesmaid today & it was awesomeeeee!
Walked around town aimlessly beats doing anything. Love time spent like this.
Someone fed me food today & did the "nom nom nom" face w/o food in his mouth & some auntie laughed at him. Hahaha.
Pimple recover soon please!

I'm gna try my best to blog more often since I'll be having much more free time from now on after my intern ends! :)

I hate my intern like maddddddddd cause I don't get paid & do so much shits for them. So glad that tmrw is the last day. LAST DAY. Going back to school next week yay! I miss canteen's food.
Speaking of food, I gained 6 kgs fml. T.T

Relationship with my family seems to be getting... better/worse? I don't know either. Family outings seems so awkward. Glad that I'll always have sissy no matter what happens. Love her to death. <3 our relationship is getting better as we grow up. ^^

& did I mention I won a Samsung Galaxy Tab at a game fair during may? Gave it to my daddy & he's playing games with it everynight. :)

On a really really random note, I miss being a kid & being stress free.
Adult life is too hard to handle. But as I grow, I realized I tend to cherish people around me more. My heart doesn't seem to hold grudges for long anymore.

Especially friends. Like how I met Rachel back after ignoring her for almost half a year. Like how I know what A told around about me but I still kept mum about it & not confronting him like how I used to do when I was younger. I cherish times spent with my friends more now.

Okay I guess I'll stop here. I get very emotional at night nowadays. :( goodnight.