I miss us.

Changed my blogskin, to a simpler one. Cause I felt like changing it.

Was feeling pretty sad an hour ago cause I went to read our msn chat log. I cried like :''''''''''( with alot of tears. They way we talk, is totally different. Everything changed within half a year & I'm amazed at how different things are now.

Half a year ago, we were a perfect match and my girlfriends were envy at how lucky I am to find such a guy when they asked me what kind of person you are. You don't smoke, drink, club. You put me as your priority. Everyone was going "you better cherish joel/if you betray him you can just go die lol/omg you're damn lucky la this kind of guy exists already". To the extend that when we fight, my friend said that I should cry.

Because you are worthy of my tears & this relationship is worth crying for.

You used to give in a lot.. But now I guess things don't always go my way. I know my stubbornness is scary. I need to grow up & stop being a spoilt brat. I really hate fighting, it makes me lose hope in the relationship. But ironically, I'm falling deeper, I'm not gonna give up

on you till you give up on me.

Joel says (5:43 AM):

i always wake up

is

ur twitter

ur blog

and text u

:D

its all about you

Qiuyun says (5:44 AM):

hi stalker

Joel says (5:45 AM):

hi girlfriend

Qiuyun says (5:45 AM):

what if one day

my twitter gone

blog deleted

hp number changed

move hse

quit school.

and left a letter asking you to stay happy

Joel says (5:45 AM):

i will go our usual place wait u

everyday

:')

Anyway this was just now, not what I found in the chat log.

I miss us..

We should really stop fighting already.

Lets try our back to be like how we used to alright?

I love you nutty.

Update!

HELLOOOOO! Been awhile since I updated this space.

There was a post before this but I saved as draft in my phone and decided to publish the next day. But before the next day can come, my phone went into recovery mode and.. POOF! everything's gone. Yes I know I have backup on my iTunes but the last time I sync was, before new year.

Kinda sad whenever I think of it but well, those were the days I kept fighting with nutty so I guess it's fated to go. :) Have to think positive!

& I just realised that the Xmas videos are inside my computer already. Theres one particular video that always makes me smile. I thought I lost it and was super sad but I didn't! Hahahha so happy!!

By the way my results for this semester was awesome. My gpa is 3.17! It's the first time I hit 3 and my cgpa increased by 0.18. Hehehe. ^^

5 days ago, was the 20th of March, nutty & I have been together for 1 year. Time really flies. I always admire couples that can last till a year & wonder how they do it. Well now I know how!

I did a handmade frame for him(he claims that it's his best gift ever), & he bought a Nintendo DSi for me!! :D I wanted the baby pink DS but the person said that it gets dirty easily so nutty got me the DSi instead, in hot pink!

SO CHIO RIGHT! I've always wanted a DS since forever. My 'wish list' on my blog last time states it, I remember one of my 'god son' drew a pink DS on a card he gave me, he drew a Vaio laptop, and a piano. I got all of them now! Except for the Vaio laptop la cause it's useless. I got another one instead. I had a DS last time, in grey. Got it from don't know where. Then the stylus got missing, then 1 side got detached.. & I don't even know where it is now.

We spent the day nua-ing at home, then movie, and dinner at Macs, that's all. Because he fell down and nearly broke his arm. But we were happy that day! Right? :)

2 days ago, I was damn random. I asked him what will happen if I really left him days ago cause we just kept on fighting for god knows why. -_- Thanks to all those bitches around him. And thanks to me knowing too much about him.

I told him a whole lot of stuff I can do that other girls can't. HAHAHA. Which girl can help him cut his hair + watch movies like world invasion with him -_- + kiao my ka on his ka in the cinema in the most unglam way + play pokemon, hon and dota with him + click so well with his mum + guide him so much + eat like a pig + drink bubble tea almost every other day and get fatter + infinity. If I continue I just couldn't stop. :) K la there's girls out there which can do some of them but not all!! So I'm unique. Damn buey hiao bai I know but it's true. HAHA!

Similarly, I couldn't find someone that can cook and bring the food all the way down from his house(Ang Mo Kio) to mine(Simei) + cab to find me when I'm having a bitch fit + order Mac for me at 4am + gives in to me like 99% of the time + stand my bitchiness + pass me his chouchou. Yes 'chouchou' is the small pillow every kid has. He's 20, and he still keeps it with him. He calls it 'princess'. -_- How princessy.

We can't run away from each other because there's a lion holding us together!

HAHHAA damn random. I just find this picture nice. :)

I like this post it's so longggg and filled with happy stuff. :D

Okay now I'm damn bored, nutty's still asleep. I shall go play maple now.

& now, that I've started mapling(This is so funny I know),I guess I'll be blogging more often? :)

:/

Time check: 4.17am.
I'm watching Barney & Friends on Playhouse Disney now.

Random rants;
Sometimes I feel like shit, especially during the night, or not having enough freedom. I feel bad by doing this. But since I know I'm not doing anything wrong, I'm not afraid to tell. I'm just worried that things will turn bad.
Nuff said.

By the way, exams are overrrrr! I am THIS happy.
Class chalet in 2 days.
And I'm starting full time work next Monday.
K baiiiiiiiz.

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Busy busy busy.

I'm currently filled with projects, assignments, test on next Tuesday and main exams the week after. so stressed up I can die.

And I failed my FTT ytd. Chao turban.
And I got a D+ for my econs portfolio. I shoot the teacher in class today & I feel great! I'm glad that she heard me calling her a 'effing shee bai'. I didn't do it on purpose. I really didn't. -puppy tears- _|_

Today was horrible. Fight fight fight but we're alright now! He actually said "I care for you because I ask" when he intended to say "I ask because I care for you."
So funnnneh I burst out laughing because he said that with a serious tone and 100% confidence. HAHAHA!
I was a total bitch tonight. But whatever lah I just can't tolerate those shits idk why.
K I shall stop and sleeeeep. class at 8.30am tmrw. F SCHOOL.
Goodnight!

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Helloooo!

Couldn't get to sleep so here I am. :) Life has been pretty hectic. I don't like projects, assignment or anything related to school. Bores me out. :( I hate studyingggggg zzz. 1 more year & I'll be free from book. Can't wait!

Anyway, he turned 20th on the 9th of Jan!

I chose the ugliest photo of him frowning. Lol kill me.

His birthday present which made him :D

He loves this maximum I don't know why. One piece is super... ahem.

Happy 20th b!

Spent his birthday playing FIFA 11 on PS3. Everyone let him win lah cause it's his birthday. Hahahah!

Watch The Ghost Must Be Crazy with Toidi last friday & it was really funny! Scary though.

Overall it was nice. :)

NEX yesterday for freshness burger, kinda over rated. But the nuggets were nice!

Feeling down few moments ago but I'm alright now. :)

K I'm turning in soon. Blogged for the sake of blogging.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR CNY! I'm gna spam cny goodies like no tmrw. Heheheh.

And I'll be working at a manicure shop for the few days before cny! It's supa fun. ^^

Goodnight!