hello idiot sissy! I'm blogging with your iPhone now! hehehee. I love you! and you see i so nice! I come find you and buy starbucks! I know you love me. heheheheehehehhehe.
Monday, May 30, 2011
Monday, May 16, 2011
16th.
Today is a very memorable day. went over to nut's sister's house for house warming & it was so fun.
Went swimming with nut, his niece and nephews. They were sooo cute & playful kept on wanting us to piggyback them & walk around the pool. I'm glad I had so much fun with them! Now I'm so restless and drained from it I'm lying on my be at 12.13am.
Honestly they make me feel like giving birth to kids asap! I don't want their age gap to be too apart from mine. Nut feels so fatherly today & I feel very motherly too. :)
Went back for steamboat & played UNO for awhile & we left. All 3 of them :(((((( hahaha so cute ^^ I wanna play with them soon!!!
When I was on my way home, flashbacks appeared on my mind. On how stupid I was to let you ruin me to what I am today & how stupid I was to be deceived by you again & again.
I cried everything out loud & nut was shocked I guess. I think it's the first time I appeared so weak & fragile in front of him.
There's a saying 'if you could be like normal friends with your ex, it means you're still in love or you've never been in love before.
Obviously I don't love you anymore. I guess I can still talk to you like normal friends because I've never loved you before. & I'm glad I didn't.
Everyone has a past. Although mine's unsightly but I've learnt a lot from it.
Went swimming with nut, his niece and nephews. They were sooo cute & playful kept on wanting us to piggyback them & walk around the pool. I'm glad I had so much fun with them! Now I'm so restless and drained from it I'm lying on my be at 12.13am.
Honestly they make me feel like giving birth to kids asap! I don't want their age gap to be too apart from mine. Nut feels so fatherly today & I feel very motherly too. :)
Went back for steamboat & played UNO for awhile & we left. All 3 of them :(((((( hahaha so cute ^^ I wanna play with them soon!!!
When I was on my way home, flashbacks appeared on my mind. On how stupid I was to let you ruin me to what I am today & how stupid I was to be deceived by you again & again.
I cried everything out loud & nut was shocked I guess. I think it's the first time I appeared so weak & fragile in front of him.
There's a saying 'if you could be like normal friends with your ex, it means you're still in love or you've never been in love before.
Obviously I don't love you anymore. I guess I can still talk to you like normal friends because I've never loved you before. & I'm glad I didn't.
Everyone has a past. Although mine's unsightly but I've learnt a lot from it.
Friday, May 06, 2011
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